[00:00.000] 作词 : D2uoMeow9 [00:01.000] 作曲 : D2uoMeow9 [00:02.000] 编曲 : J3LVLYOUNGER [00:09.164](我们生活在一个对焦虑症和抑郁症有着刻板思维定式的社会中) [00:19.313]Yeah this song for my lil kitten [00:28.201]Imma put a hole in heart [00:30.617]Leave a tatto in my brain [00:32.850]Cut it into several parts [00:34.969]Overdose get over with the pain [00:36.625]我就从来没想引起谁的注意 [00:38.250]没有富贵命的福气 [00:39.417]想要的东西都要拼了命的自己先去努力 [00:41.833]在人世间的雾里 [00:43.065]我性格变得孤僻 [00:45.937]我也从来没想过成为the best ever do it [00:48.001]我只想要用我骨气为我以后埋点伏笔谋点福利 [00:51.017]做人世间的奴隶 [00:52.297]我没更好的主意 [00:54.929]像个徒弟去学厨艺 在后厨里面很无力 [00:57.146]像个狐狸掉进湖里 再去努力也是无益 [00:59.370]像你兄弟要去服役 一边哭泣也得伏地 [01:01.706]我的情绪将我奴役 失去活力拖入谷底 [01:04.202]我当自己脑里的观众 [01:06.337]我的心脏跳动的颤抖 [01:08.546]寂静的房间像一个黑洞 [01:10.922]我想把脑子敲一个窟窿 [01:13.321]窟窿 窟窿 [01:14.401]有神经在蠕动 [01:15.497]我左脑和右脑好像要掀起一场轰动 [01:17.785]空洞的房间里怎么挤着好多观众 [01:20.017]这场景变得惊悚 我呼吸变得沉重 [01:22.321]So overdose then [01:23.521]让烦恼都逃窜 [01:24.650]让神志都消散 [01:25.777]让步履都蹒跚 [01:27.009]我可能会瘫痪 [01:28.145]但谁在乎平安 [01:29.385]我只需要今晚 [01:30.505]能少一点心酸 [01:31.753]让酒精上了头 烟也接着抽 [01:34.977]best day u ever know [01:36.737]I bet u never let it go [01:38.217]把你脑子里面其他的声音扔到SanFrancisco [01:41.610]Michelangelo亲手雕刻勾勒展现出my evil bro [01:45.073]I want take over more [01:46.226]imma leave a hole on my evil bro [01:48.570]Imma lose control like [01:51.073]imma put a hole in heart [01:52.857]Leave a tatto in my brain [01:55.257]Cut it into several parts [01:59.649]imma put a hole in heart [02:02.001]Leave a tatto in my brain [02:04.241]Cut it into several parts [02:06.609]Overdose get over with the pain [02:07.985]没半分的余地 [02:08.937]我脑子跟我博弈 [02:10.041]他先用焦虑攻击然后赐我一场心悸 [02:12.170]审时度势的能力 [02:13.305]小心思多么细腻 [02:14.449]总能给我带来相互冲突的那种哲理 [02:16.801]没半分的余地 [02:17.817]我跟我脑子博弈 [02:18.961]我先用酒精攻击然后吸进不少毒气 [02:21.257]我管你什么东西 [02:22.617]我快要把你麻痹 [02:23.617]我宁愿当个傻*体验更轻松的生命 [02:25.874]我在缝隙里呼吸着带着毒剂的花蜜 [02:28.417]这花蜜无意或故意的让我变成个垃圾 [02:30.698]我想要哭泣着梳理好自己不能随他去 [02:33.057]所以我依赖上酒精当逃避啊 [02:35.602]我当自己脑里的观众 [02:37.801]我的心脏跳动的颤抖 [02:39.985]寂静的房间像一个黑洞 [02:42.337]我想把脑子敲一个窟窿 [02:44.649]窟窿 窟窿 [02:45.817]我觉得你不懂 [02:46.890]从什么时候发现喜欢的歌手全都mental [02:49.154]I got big trust issue威士忌来漱口 [02:51.457]U really think I give a * Nah [02:53.769]看着镜子里的自己这么模糊但是我也从来没这么清晰不装糊涂 [02:58.113]我是不觉得谁能救我带我走出这场迷途 [03:00.753]really enjoying it burying over all my issues [03:03.042]So overdose then [03:04.033]让烦恼都逃窜 [03:05.201]让神志都消散 [03:06.321]让步履都蹒跚 [03:07.530]我可能会瘫痪 [03:08.649]但谁在乎平安 [03:09.842]我只需要今晚 [03:10.945]能少一个判官 [03:12.361]Imma put a hole in heart [03:15.138]Leave a tatto in my brain [03:17.401]Cut it into several parts [03:21.537]Imma put a hole in heart [03:24.129]Leave a tatto in my brain [03:26.425]Cut it into several parts [03:28.825]Overdose and Overdose...Overdose and Overdose... [03:39.001]So now u know how much u changed me