Trauma
 作词 : BoyWithUke
 作曲 : BoyWithUke
 Growing up I never had a lot of money
 I never had a phone
 Always was a little hungry
 Used to find it hard to sleep
 When I could hear my mother sobbing
 I was 10 back then
 I didn't have a room
 Had to buy used shoes
 I hid behind tunes
 To avoid abuse
 And every time I fell
 I would blame it on myself
 Even if it was an accident

 Maybe it's not what I want
 Oh I've seen better days
 And the moment ****ing sucks
 But I'll be damned if I don't stop
 And, honestly, why not
 When nobody gives a ****

 But sometimes I just can't help myself
 I wanna give up trying
 And start doing something else
 Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
 I know it's in my mind
 But I think I need some help

 Cuz sometimes I just can't help myself
 I was an outcast
 Thrown out to dry and get laughed at
 Too shy to talk about home
 I always thought life was supposed to be cold
 And oh I've been so
 Lost without hope
 I got a window in my head, it's a casket
 You know I been wishing I was dead, but I mask it

 Maybe it's not what I want
 Oh I've seen better days
 And the moment ****ing sucks
 But I'll be damned if I don't stop
 And, honestly, why not
 When nobody gives a ****

 But sometimes I just can't help myself
 I wanna give up trying
 And start doing something else
 Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
 I know it's in my mind
 But I think I need some help

 Because it's all I know
 My hands around my throat
 Pray that I won't let go
 This time around
 But every single time
 I try to shut my eyes
 I see the reason why
 I'm not alone

 Sometimes I just can't but sometimes I just can't help myself
 I wanna give up trying
 And start doing something else
 Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
 I know it's in my mind
 But I think I need some help
 Sometimes I just can't help myself