Escapism.
 作曲 : Danielle Balbuena/Mike Sabath/Rachel Keen
Sleazing and teasing I'm sitting on him
All of my diamonds are dripping on him
I met him at the bar it was twelve or something
I ordered two more wines
Cuz tonight I want him

A little context if you care to listen
I find myself in a shit position
The man that I love sat me down last night
And he told me that over, dumb decision
And I don't want to feel how my heart is ripping
Fact I don't wanna feel
So I stick to sipping
And I'm out on the town with a simple mission
In my little black dress and this shit is sitting

Just a heart broke bitch
High heels 6 inch
In the back of the nightclub, sipping champagne
I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with
In the back of the taxi sniffing cocaine
Drug cause drug text, drunk tears, drug sex
I was looking for a man who is on the same page
Now it's back to the intro
Back to the bar
To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways

Cuz I don't wanna feel how I did last night
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
Doctor, doctor anything please
Doctor, doctor have mercy on me take this pain away
You're asking me my symptoms doctor
I don't wanna feel

Toke this joint how I'm blowing this steam
Back to my ways like 2019
Not 24 hours since my ex did dead it
I got a new man on me it's about to get sweaty
Last night really was the cherry on the cake
Been some dark days lately and I'm finding it crippling
Excuse my state
I'm as high as your hopes
That you'll make it to my bed
Get me hot and sizzling
If I take a step back to see the glass half full
At least it's the Prada two-piece that I'm tripping in
And I'm already acting like a bitch
Na I mean, so you might as well stick it in

Just a heart broke bitch
High heels 6 inch
In the back of the nightclub, sipping champagne
I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with
In the back of the taxi sniffing cocaine
Drug cause drug text, drunk tears, drug sex
I was looking for a man who is on the same page
Now it's back to the intro
Back to the bar
To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways

Cuz I don't wanna feel how I did last night
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
Doctor, doctor anything please
Doctor, doctor have mercy on me take this pain away
You're asking me my symptoms doctor
I don't wanna feel

Cuz I don't wanna feel like I felt last night
I don't wanna feel like I felt last night
Bе at peace with the things you can't change
I'll be naked when I leave, I was naked when I came, yeah

Out of reach, out of touch
Too numb I don't feel no way
Toast up, so what, street small but it go both ways
So, you'll run, but you'll never escape
Sunset in the maze
(You're asking me my symptoms doctor
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
Doctor, doctor anything please
Doctor, doctor have mercy on me
You're asking me my symptoms doctor
I don't wanna feel)
(I don't wanna feel how I did last night)
(I don't wanna feel how I did last night)
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
Lipstick smudged like modern art
I don't know where the **** a
Or who's driving the ****ing ca
Speeding down the highway sipping
Mixing pills w the liquor
Cus **** these feelings
I left everyone I love on read (uh huh)
Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed (uh huh)
I remember nothing so there's nothing to regret uh huh
Other than this 4/4 kick drum pounding in my head Mmm