[00:00.00] 作词 : 莫得桑
[00:00.34] 作曲 : 莫得桑
[00:00.68] 制作人 : 大师要早睡
[00:01.02]混音：大师要早睡
[00:01.50]出品：网易飓风
[00:02.37] I said is the way to do the things that i had want to
[00:09.36] as long asI'm there with you
[00:10.26] cause itdoesn't seem right
[00:12.18] cause itdoesn't seem right
[00:17.10] cause itdoesn't seem right…
[00:20.79] We were part of it
[00:21.18]23年9月
[00:21.69]父亲意外进了重症监护室
[00:23.61]他的身体我的未来
[00:24.93]每天焦虑中度日
[00:26.28]还有两年就要毕业
[00:27.69]我到底能不能成事
[00:28.92]没钱也没社交的
[00:30.00]孤魂游荡在这座城市
[00:31.59]我总在思考下一步我究竟应该怎么做
[00:34.23]装模作样地去学习
[00:35.52]把那些证书都考过
[00:36.93]他们说三流大学的标签贴上后就撕不掉
[00:39.57]你认命吧
[00:40.44]穷人的悲惨只会换来笑
[00:42.27]每当我绝望时我总会想到乌龟和兔子
[00:44.88]虽然我跑得慢但至少还在不停迈步子
[00:47.61]我不想虚伪的活着得过且过麻木地度日
[00:50.16]做传教士让绝望的人们能够听到我故事
[00:52.95]感谢抖音让我被看见侥幸爆了几首歌
[00:55.74]我赚了医药费给我妈买辆电动车
[00:58.29]她去医院送饭不用担心路上打车贵
[01:00.93]我告诉父亲好好养伤我自己能赚学费
[01:03.60]感触最深是过年回家周围对我新的认识
[01:06.24]他不再不学无术废柴有了他的价值
[01:08.94]曾经瞧不起他的现在来给他递烟
[01:11.58]早就看你不同说你肯定会有这一天
[01:35.49]我也开始抽起烟那是我曾经最讨厌的
[01:38.49]看不起我的人总在背后揪着辫子
[01:41.10]我假装不屑一顾选择远离那些群体
[01:43.68]流言蜚语伤人好在我从未因此停笔
[01:46.47]我发过传单看到了好多冷漠和拒绝
[01:48.87]送过外卖明白了不同的区域有多大区别
[01:51.57]我见过钢筋水泥如何形成在城市的边缘
[01:54.24]山区孩子的模样刻在脑海走起来得捐钱
[01:56.97]我的欲望无穷大那时候只是想吃饱饭
[01:59.58]吃饱饭去看世界看到了无数的苦难
[02:02.22]那些跟我一样的孩子没有机遇怎么办
[02:04.83]我只能变得强大才有实力跟贫穷扳手腕
[02:07.77]我遇到了好多骗子他们差点让我厌世
[02:10.32]但也增长了我的见识
[02:11.67]让我可以坦然面对
[02:13.08]这现实的一切让我变得更加偏执
[02:15.42]我明白有人需要
[02:16.59]所以当下必须坚持
[02:21.42] I said is the way to do the things that i had want to
[02:28.02] as long asI'm there with you
[02:28.92] cause itdoesn't seem right
[02:30.90] cause itdoesn't seem right
[02:31.38] cause itdoesn't seem right…
[02:36.39] We were part of it