[00:04.169]I'm a little nutty and I know it
[00:05.819]but if you go back and
[00:07.99]take a look at my history
[00:08.350]you will see that I'm
[00:09.320]not the only one who's off his rocker
[00:11.470]there were many before me
[00:13.630]I was always labelled
[00:14.380]the black sheep of the family what a bad seed I
[00:16.840]grow to be but if you take a look
[00:19.670]at us now you'll see the apple didn't fall too far from the tree
[00:22.800]
[00:23.460]（haha） alright, look
[00:28.710]I'ma tell you the story
[00:29.810]from my side maybe you'll understand check it out
[00:33.999]you done witnessed
[00:34.619]unexplainable ****
[00:35.379]too insane to explain
[00:36.969]people run from what
[00:38.229]the just don't get
[00:39.419]maybe Shady shoulda
[00:40.599]just hit 'em with a little bit
[00:41.579]did I spit too soon?
[00:42.779]Should I of spoon fed 'em it?
[00:44.319]but I was just so eager
[00:45.589]to prove I was even worth
[00:46.779]being in the same
[00:47.789]
[00:48.289]league or the room with of the people
[00:50.629]of whom I was in every now and then I
[00:52.959]look up like I was seeking approval
[00:54.739]was it because of the
[00:56.599]pigment of my skin
[00:57.179]or was it a figment of
[00:58.509]my imagination
[00:59.389]maybe it bothered me
[01:00.959]more than it did them
[01:02.159]maybe it wasn't a big
[01:03.789]deal back then
[01:04.859]but to me it was, see
[01:06.559]what it was was
[01:07.439]I had developed the
[01:08.309]complex from being judged
[01:09.459]Proof spit his verse,
[01:10.779]now I'm next, let's see who
[01:12.659]I'm in the booth
[01:14.179]staring back to see who's mugs
[01:16.99]I get a reaction from,
[01:16.939]usually the first thumb was from
[01:18.319]and the rest of the
[01:18.699]Proof
[01:19.519]group backed him up
[01:20.519]and no one lied to
[01:21.599]each other cause none of us had deals
[01:23.159]it was real, we just
[01:24.288]wanted tickets for that meal
[01:25.549]Sometimes I feel like
[01:27.179]it's just me
[01:28.429]sometimes I feel like
[01:29.689]I'm going crazy
[01:30.689]but take a look at my
[01:32.259]family
[01:33.389]cause the apple don't
[01:34.399]fall too far from the tree
[01:35.959]I said ...
[01:36.659]sometimes I feel like
[01:37.899]it's just me
[01:38.669]sometimes I feel like
[01:39.799]I'm going crazy
[01:41.119]but take a look at my
[01:42.569]family
[01:43.639]cause the apple don't
[01:44.959]fall too far from the tree
[01:46.589]Ever since my mother
[01:47.669]was pregnant
[01:48.419]with her second egg
[01:49.359]cause she said
[01:50.169]that I had a baby sister
[01:51.739]who fell out of the window
[01:53.559]I was too young to remember
[01:54.749]Kansas City projects
[01:55.569]I was like 5, 6, and how come
[01:57.579]I remember Malcolm,
[01:58.639]Isaac, and Boogie
[01:59.719]if it was the projects in Missouri?
[02:01.788]cause those're my best
[02:02.869]friends until Isaac
[02:03.549]took my tricycle and
[02:04.749]my uncle Todd went to try to go get it back
[02:07.439]and ended up getting
[02:08.459]jumped and cut in the gut with a
[02:10.280]switch and 70-some stitches
[02:11.478]which is still, to this day
[02:13.550]why my mother still
[02:14.490]tries to show me some old fake picture
[02:16.320]of a fictitious little
[02:17.700]sister who never existed and this is why part of
[02:20.210]my life's so twisted
[02:21.210]but I can never be as
[02:23.720]sick as that ***** is
[02:24.920]and, by the way, that
[02:25.990]picture's one of my relatives
[02:27.120]Sometimes I feel like
[02:28.750]it's just me
[02:30.790]sometimes I feel like
[02:31.400]I'm going crazy
[02:32.770]but take a look at my
[02:34.290]family
[02:34.660]cause the apple don't
[02:36.430]fall too far from the tree
[02:37.860]I said ...
[02:38.490]sometimes I feel like
[02:39.670]it's just me
[02:40.440]sometimes I feel like
[02:41.680]I'm going crazy
[02:43.100]but take a look at my
[02:44.760]family
[02:45.520]cause the apple don't
[02:46.850]fall too far from the tree
[02:48.420]You probably have to
[02:49.490]peel back layers upon layers of
[02:50.990]pain to see why everything
[02:52.360]I say is so insane
[02:53.680]what's different about my brain that separates me
[02:56.450]from other players in this game? on the surface, it may
[02:59.600]seem like a scheme or some sort of scam
[03:01.860]for me to get some damn sympathy
[03:03.250]but that's the last thing
[03:04.630]I need is for people
[03:05.950]to walk around feeling
[03:08.800]sorry for me （me）
[03:08.960]and I'm not a G, never
[03:10.220]claimed to be
[03:10.720]I gave my vest to
[03:11.850]Cashis,
[03:12.400]he'll need it more than me
[03:13.730]but we'll see, cause we ain't lookin' for beef
[03:16.240]but if it comes our
[03:17.430]way, what do we, turn the other
[03:19.210]cheek? come on
[03:19.950]Sometimes I feel like
[03:21.200]it's just me
[03:21.710]sometimes I feel like
[03:23.900]I'm going crazy
[03:24.160]but take a look at my family
[03:26.730]cause the apple don't
[03:27.990]fall too far from the tree
[03:29.500]I said ...
[03:30.200]sometimes I feel like
[03:31.260]it's just me
[03:32.790]sometimes I feel like
[03:33.390]I'm going crazy
[03:34.590]but take a look at my
[03:36.400]family
[03:37.300]cause the apple don't
[03:38.600]fall too far from the tree