[00:00.000] 作曲 : Parker, Dawaun / Young, Andre Romell [00:5.52]Eminem - Deja Vu [00:21.78] [00:22.78]As I fall deeper into a manic state [00:25.28]Im a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug outta trate [00:28.95]The blood pressure climbs to a dramatic rate [00:31.09]I seem to gravitate to the bottle of Nyquil than i salivate [00:34.57]Start off with the Nyquil with like I think I will just have a taste [00:37.55]Couple of sips of that than I gradually graduate [00:40.24]To a harder prescription drug called valium like yah thats great [00:43.22]I go to just take one than i end up like having eight [00:46.06]Now i need something in my stomach because i haven't ate [00:48.91]Maybe ill grab a plate of nachos and ill have a steak [00:51.82]And youd think with all i have at stake look at my daughters face [00:55.38]Mommy something is wrong with dad I thank [00:57.55]Hes acting weird again he's really beginnings to scare me [01:00.40]Wont shave his beard again and he pretends that he doesn't hear me [01:03.20]And all he does eat dorritos and cheetos and he just [01:06.07]Fell asleep in his car eating three muskateers in the rear seat [01:08.02] [01:09.02]Sometimes i feel so alone, I just don't know [01:12.04]It feels like ive been down this road before [01:14.74]So lonely and cold it's like something takes over me [01:17.95]As soon as i go home and close the door [01:20.47]God feels like déjà vu i wanna get away from this place i do [01:25.33]But i cant and i won't say i try but i know it's a lie [01:28.89]cause i don't and why i just don't knowwoooo [01:30.71] [01:31.71]Maybe just a nice cold brew, whats a beer [01:34.05]Thats the devil in my ear ive been sober a ****** year [01:36.85]And that ****** still talks to me hes all i can ******* hear [01:39.71]Marshall c'mon well watch the game its the cowboys and buccanears [01:42.89]And maybe if i just drink half ill be half buzzed [01:45.56]For half of the time, whose the mastermind behind that little line [01:49.01]With that kind of rational man i got half a mind [01:51.56]To have another half a glass of wine sounds assenine [01:54.38]Yeah i know, but i never had no problem with alcohol [01:57.17]Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch im about to fall [02:00.35]I miss the couch and down go like a bouncy ball [02:03.09]**** must of knocked me out cause i didn't feel the ground at all [02:06.01]Wow what the **** happened last night where am i [02:08.59]Man **** am i hung over and god damn i [02:11.17]Got a headache **** half a vicodin, why cant i [02:14.86]All systems ready for take off, please stand by [02:16.44] [02:17.44]Sometimes i feel so alone, I just don't know [02:20.47]It feels like ive been down this road before [02:23.29]So lonely and cold it's like something takes over me [02:26.60]As soon as i go home and close the door [02:29.13]God feels like déjà vu i wanna get away from this place i do [02:33.96]But i cant and i won't say i try but i know it's a lie [02:37.63]cause i don't and why i just don't knowwoooo [02:38.60] [02:39.60]So i take a vicodin splash it hits my stomach and ahhhhhh [02:42.73]Couple of weeks go by and it aint even like i am getting high [02:45.63]Now i need it to not feel sick yah im getting by [02:48.32]Wouldn't even be taking this **** if deshauwn didn't die [02:51.32]Oh yeah theres an excuse you lose proof so you use [02:54.06]Theres new rules its cool if its helping you to get through [02:56.86]Its twelve noon aint no harm in self inducing a snooze [02:59.61]What else is new **** it what would elvis do in your shoes [03:02.59]Now here i am three months later full blown relapse [03:05.55]Just get high until the kids get home from school holmes relax [03:08.69]And since im convince that im an in-somni-ac [03:11.07]I need these pills to be able to sleep so i take three naps [03:14.09]Just to be able to function throughout the day [03:16.26]Lets see thats an ambian each nap how many valium three [03:19.79]And that averages out to one good hour of sleep [03:22.59]So now you see the reason how come he [03:25.39]Has taken four years to just put out an album b [03:28.14]See me and you we almost had the same outcome heath [03:31.19]Cause that Christmas you know that whole neumonia thing [03:34.03]It was bolognia was it the methadonia think [03:36.67]But hydrocordone ya hide inside ya pornos [03:39.37]Ya vcr tape cases put ya ambiants see great places [03:42.92]To hide em aint it, so you can lie to haily [03:45.32]Im going beddy by whitney baby good night elaina [03:48.22]Go in the room and shut the bedroom door [03:50.39]And wake up in an ambulance they say they found me on the bathroom floor [03:53.58] [03:54.58]Sometimes i feel so alone, I just don't know [03:57.59]It feels like ive been down this road before [04:00.43]So lonely and cold it's like something takes over me [04:03.68]As soon as i go home and close the door [04:06.24]God feels like déjà vu i wanna get away from this place i do [04:11.05]But i cant and i won't say i try but i know it's a lie [04:14.67]cause i don't and why i just don't knowwoooo [04:20.52]