[00:00.000] 作曲 : Charlton Howard/Michael Gordon
[00:10.485] Yeah
[00:13.508] Growing up, I used to wanna be my uncle Wayne
[00:16.633] Until I saw his body layin' in the grave
[00:18.845] Rest in peace
[00:19.693] Growing up, I used to want a Jeep Wrangler, haha
[00:23.189] Until I got to drive a Range
[00:25.487] Growing up, I used to have a lot of friends
[00:27.601] **** 'em all
[00:28.944] Until I saw the money change 'em
[00:31.304] Growing up, I used to want a lotta hoes
[00:34.759] Until I met Ben Franklin
[00:36.958] I'm writin' this from a place that you ain't heard about
[00:39.904] And you can only come here through the word of mouth
[00:42.026] That's real
[00:42.585] Growing up, I used to tell my ma, "I'll work it out"
[00:45.356] I worked it out, but now, still, somehow shit ain't workin' out
[00:48.045] Real shit
[00:48.466] Growin' up, I watched my favorite rappers' interviews
[00:51.278] I ain't believe 'em when they said it ain't all what it seems
[00:54.461] But now I'm here and realize they were tellin' truth
[00:57.167] 'Cause you sacrificed yourself for everybody's needs by any means
[01:00.430] I'm married to the game for this diamond ring
[01:02.599] And I spend more time wit' her than anybody else, it seems
[01:05.531] Courtside with my bitch, we can't see the nosebleeds
[01:08.455] Afterparty, Bootsy Bellows, hoes make they nose bleed
[01:11.370] Always stressin' 'bout my brother, I know this shit hard on him
[01:14.171] Always stressin' 'bout my mama, but I know that God got her
[01:17.116] I'm stressin' out more now than what I did at rock-bottom
[01:20.036] And I'm blowin' more clouds, hopin' that'll help stop it
[01:22.861] It's all smoke and mirrors with these bitches
[01:25.019] It's all smoke and mirrors wit' 'em all
[01:27.366] For real, haha
[01:28.867] Promised the world and delivered me an atlas
[01:31.899] But I guess that's how it goes
[01:35.173] Ooh, I don't know why I can't believe it
[01:42.118] Oh, yeah
[01:43.572] Oh, nothin' ever is in season, oh
[01:49.362] I thought my nightmares were my dreams
[01:53.025] Ooh, I don't believe
[01:54.531] This ain't what it seems, no, no
[01:58.900] Hey Charlton, been tryna call
[02:01.193] It's Mom
[02:02.625] Just wanted to check up and say, "I miss you"
[02:06.034] Call me back when you get a chance
[02:08.153] Love you
[02:09.547] We been to hell and back together, you're my closest friend, uh
[02:13.496] Shit, you probably know me better than
[02:15.458] I know myself, and you're the reason why I never rest
[02:18.404] I walk into the crib, high as hell, head full of stress
[02:21.291] I love you even though sometimes I forget to text
[02:24.038] I'd give everything even if it means I have nothing left
[02:27.542] And even at your worst, for us, you tried your best
[02:29.844] And all this shit that we went through together, I just won't forget
[02:32.946] You check me when I spend lots of money that I make
[02:35.892] You tell me you won't ever let me make the same mistakes
[02:38.734] You makin' sure we had it good, and then we lost it all
[02:41.740] A year later, hidin' narcotics in the wall
[02:44.579] Of the apartment we was livin' in, in King's Cross
[02:48.485] Always thought my uncle was a boss
[02:50.408] But now he up with God, I thought he was invincible
[02:53.079] Ninth grade, turned around and said, "**** my principal", and dropped out
[02:56.687] And this was at the time that we ain't have a house
[02:58.904] And me and you was sleepin' on the separate ends of Louie's couch
[03:01.887] I would go to JD's to make music, end up passin' out and wake up with my back sore
[03:06.238] Callin', tryna figure out just where you at
[03:08.729] Shit made me mad
[03:10.466] Seein' you in the back of the ambulance, to the hospital
[03:14.105] I thought you weren't comin' back
[03:16.057] Next mornin', walked in just like nothin' happened
[03:19.168] You'd never admit the problems that you had
[03:21.685] And tell me that I'm bein' crazy if I ever asked
[03:24.640] But now I got my own problems, and I understand
[03:27.442] 'Cause I try to protect you from anything bad
[03:31.545] Ooh, I don't know why I can't believe it
[03:38.459] Oh, yeah
[03:39.902] Oh, nothin' ever is in season, oh
[03:45.690] I thought my nightmares were my dreams
[03:49.354] Ooh, I don't believe
[03:50.870] This ain't what it seems, no, no