[00:00.00] 作词 : Joel Baker/Sophia Thakur
[00:00.00] 作曲 : Joel Baker
[00:00.00] When I hold you now I hold you tighter
[00:30.93]When I lift you high I hold you right up
[00:34.17]As the kite descends
[00:36.03]I hold you to my side like my life depends
[00:39.51]I see death almost everywhere it’s like a spider sense
[00:43.50]But I can’t find the sense
[00:45.63]The only answer I know
[00:47.88]Is how the rock outgrows the waves
[00:50.04]How the moon outgrows the morning
[00:52.29]Like these words outgrow the page
[00:54.27]Clouds loom above they taunt me
[00:56.64]As they float above the pain
[00:58.50]Has it changed me?
[00:59.94]When I hold you now I hold you tighter
[01:03.27]An embrace with a stranger
[01:05.16]And we’re reunited
[01:07.26]See our love will always guard us
[01:09.60]My comfort though we’ve parted,
[01:11.70]Is that a tree grows into the light &
[01:13.83]Also grows into the darkness
[01:19.05]They say,  what is grief,  if not love persevering
[01:24.81]So what are tears if not the sound of me
[01:27.21]Hearing your voice soaking my skin to live again
[01:31.08]To in some ways,  hold me
[01:33.96]Push against me like a kiss
[01:35.49]Console me i wish we never shook hands
[01:38.97]I wish time never told love how to act once a boy became a man
[01:42.87]I would have collected enough kisses to trade in for one more day
[01:47.01]Just to hear you say that things will be okay once the sunsets on the pain
[01:53.16]But i can hardly believe the rain ever feels less wet
[01:57.75]And in an ocean of regret I still look for reason
[02:01.38]Rest on God’s plan for the seasons
[02:03.12]But how can love,  possess such a paradox
[02:07.77]That it promises to weave itself into the flesh of our day
[02:11.94]But then pass away
[02:14.73]And that thread becomes grief shooting all over me
[02:17.31]I pull sisters and strangers that much closer to me
[02:20.40]To compress the size of your absence
[02:23.07]Your light refuses to vanish
[02:25.02]A headstone reflecting the planets
[02:26.82]A supernova exit that knows no sky could ever manage
[02:29.64]The clouds hang heavy balancing on bowed necks
[02:32.49]I hug everyone that much closer because who’s next?
[02:36.99]Stamp every memory of your heart on my raw flesh
[02:40.77]When I hold you now I feel how grief can undress
[02:46.14]And naked,  become remnants of whatever love left