[00:00.000] 作曲 : shane doe/Abhi Sridharan Vaidehi
[00:13.584]Lately i been thinking on how I sound hella vibrant
[00:17.085]But when it ain’t a mic involved man i sound hella lifeless
[00:20.469]I’m adopting aliases I hope that you find them
[00:23.719]And find joy besides career success, with someone that you vibe with
[00:28.310]Cabinets of spices and some rices
[00:30.267]But i cannot pull through and stay committed to a diet
[00:33.945]I need therapy but can't afford it
[00:36.274]Disassociate in real life so i dont think its important, they’re like uh
[00:40.430]**** do you mean?
[00:41.420]I came to USA just to pursue a degree
[00:43.942]And hopefully be someone bigger than anyone you know in less of the time that I’vе been
[00:47.468]The feeling of putting my soul in the world to have pеople say I pulled em out of the deep
[00:50.663]I only know what you feel cause I’m in it from time to time, I am not bleeding to bleed
[00:54.136]**** do you mean?
[00:55.112]You want me to blow up and I deserve more than somebody else dream?
[00:57.636]**** do you mean?
[00:58.415]You do not know me you just know a fragment of what you perceive
[01:00.904]You go and pay me no mind like im fine and hit listen while I cannot even get sleep
[01:04.577]I cannot even wake up without seeing my numbers and thinking what I couldve been
[01:07.870]**** do you mean?
[01:09.001]I cannot even let music be what it could be
[01:11.195]This could be 100 bars of me feeling myself feeling something for once feelin free
[01:14.761]My conscience would not let that happen I got me some loans and a family that I gotta feed
[01:18.225]All cuz of music I’m really, grateful I just want like me the way you like me
[01:22.922]And on some days it get easy, and on somedays it just don’t, but slowly i’m finding my peace
[01:30.091]And on some days it get easy,and on somedays it just don’t, but slowly i’m finding my peace
[01:35.350]Let me do me
[01:42.175]Let me do me