[00:00.00] 作词 : Jacob Ezra Segura
[00:00.51] 作曲 : Jacob Ezra Segura
[00:01.02][Verse 1]
[00:01.29]Tell my mother, tell my father
[00:06.18]I'm so sorry I was  never good enough
[00:12.81]In your eyes I know I'll always be a monster
[00:19.23]Like who I am made me impossible to love
[00:25.20][Pre-Chorus]
[00:25.98]When I just needed empathy
[00:29.31]You buried me in so much shame
[00:32.64]I won't apologize  for  who I am
[00:36.42]No, not for one more day
[00:40.44][Chorus]
[00:40.77]I can't pretend my pain away
[00:44.16]I can't outrun the pouring rain
[00:47.52]In my head, in my  head
[00:50.79]It's like I'm hiding a hurricane
[00:54.18]I can't pretend my pain away
[00:57.39]Judge me for what I cannot change
[01:00.63]When I'm dead, when I'm dead
[01:04.11]You're gonna  wish you believed
[01:06.78][Verse 2]
[01:07.74]You make me feel like such a burden
[01:12.75]Like my sickness is my fault, can't take this shame
[01:19.32]I wish that you could see my pain just like a cancer
[01:25.77]I'd be your hero, not a liar like you say
[01:33.84][Chorus]
[01:34.11]I can't pretend my pain away
[01:37.50]I can't outrun the pouring rain
[01:40.86]In my head, in my  head
[01:44.10]It's like I'm hiding a hurricane
[01:47.52]I can't pretend my pain away
[01:50.73]Judge me for what I cannot change
[01:53.97]When I'm dead, when I'm dead
[01:57.42]You're gonna  wish you believed
[02:00.03][Bridge]
[02:00.36]When I needed to be loved
[02:03.48]You were the jury and the judge
[02:07.29]Refused to understand
[02:10.77]It messed me up so bad
[02:13.71]The more you tried the less you helped
[02:16.92]It only made me hate myself
[02:20.46]I  can't stand one second more
[02:24.09]In the home you never were
[02:26.91][Chorus]
[02:27.48]I can't pretend my pain away
[02:30.87]I can't outrun the pouring rain
[02:34.17]In my head, in my head
[02:37.53]It's like I'm hiding a hurricane
[02:40.86]I can't pretend my pain away
[02:44.07]Judge me for what I cannot change
[02:47.52]I'm not dead, no not yet
[02:50.76]I'm begging  you to believe  me