[00:00.000] 作词 : LVyuhen999
[00:01.000] 作曲 : LVyuhen999
[00:02.000] 编曲 : LVyuhen999
[00:10.228]everydays' trapping im falling,cant find my way out bron in silence，
[00:15.566]dramtic wrold bring me sadness,turn this page off do it in my way。
[00:21.238]坐在画布面前被 限制的身体开始僵硬
[00:23.261]身体不适，没有音乐这环境太过安静
[00:26.216]封闭的集训基地没日没夜地劳累，我腰痛的像是得了病
[00:31.362]我拿出偷藏的手机，一只耳朵戴上耳机
[00:33.892]Damn 这是目前最需要听的专辑
[00:36.905]我没法低头看歌词，只能边听半猜揣摩他想传达的意思
[00:41.120]不明觉厉，now he doing so great想象未来成功实现梦想的自己
[00:45.951]想要逃脱学校可我还没有足够的能力
[00:49.008]在这社会立足，闯出属于自己的天地
[00:51.584]还没学会控制自己的脾气，行为和想法没有默契
[00:54.537]我亲爱的妈妈、她还没有把我放弃
[00:56.984]我得自己努力、音乐填补我的缝隙，我的心情躁动没法压抑，我的亲人没人可以代替
[01:03.109]想保护家人，但养活自己都不容易
[01:06.051]你怎么又想逃避，他妈的能不能有点出息
[01:14.225]从儿时起被戴上了太重桎梏
[01:18.925]为了考上郑州外国语我得学习繁琐的奥数
[01:20.242]还记得因为数学考得不好我在楼下崩溃到了大哭
[01:22.740]我妈不对我成绩点头别说回家我连校门都不敢出
[01:25.898]走进高档住宅区我的心情像是住在贫民窟
[01:28.715]我的精神状态差需要自己的耶稣
[01:31.278]成绩跟母亲的希望差距依然悬殊
[01:33.684]我知道自己不够努力所以也没有理由诉苦
[01:36.701]想到她的神情，我开始失去睡眠
[01:39.139]挨到太阳升起的长夜那孩子有多想哭
[01:42.315]可他不再拥有哭泣的理由
[01:43.272]许多痛苦不被指导没法消化他也不能够表露
[01:46.456]因为生活优越的孩子做不到力所能及的事所以说这孩子变得并不无辜
[01:51.878]母亲日夜操劳独自打拼给了我优越的物质
[01:54.549]她让那个袖子擦拭鼻涕的孩子有了穿不完的名牌衣服
[01:58.507]因此我不会在这里满足，母亲就是我的榜样
[02:01.911]我不会驻足于此只是享受她为我创造的财富
[02:04.916]为了所谓的稳定放弃我的才华那叫暴殄天物
[02:08.298]我开始接受真实的自己，我扔了那些参考书
[02:11.759]我试着跟上那些感觉，gordon experience young fresh chin II the melodic blue，
[02:18.443]即使用着type beat灵感也富裕得像个贵族
[02:21.443]用我的声音驾驭每组loop每组采样每组失真的鼓
[02:25.291]正月初五专业委员会、旅途中，忏悔路
[02:29.013]唱出爵士和旋律管他old还是new school
[02:39.491]quit laying stop choking as i wrote this
[02:42.513]feel like dyin but i'm still working on this
[02:45.284]demon thoughts against me like schitzo
[02:47.892]walking on the dirty world, im denzel
[02:50.656]daily boring routine,
[02:52.017]i gonna make it out
[02:53.324]get this done like im taught
[02:54.632],that's all in my thought
[02:55.922]issue in my thought,how much a dollar cost?
[02:58.693]things dont go on with me,but i don't care
[03:00.906]so don't mess up with me ,all you bad feelings
[03:03.873]got strong potential,that's all my mental
[03:05.417]be gentel, everyone can be general
[03:08.063]so i wrote this journal, tell my emotion
[03:10.419]attention,
[03:11.550]this world need motivation
[03:13.268]i've seen too many guys quit for too many reasons
[03:16.752]in too many nights counting too many regrets
[03:19.682]life still goes on regret can not be refreshed
[03:22.978]chase this chase that too many tages
[03:24.904]time flies through flies