[00:00.000] 作词 : Julien Baker/Mackenzie Scott
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Julien Baker/Mackenzie Scott
[00:11.342]You were shouting through the screen door
[00:17.390]With my back turned towards you in the driveway
[00:23.221]I said, "What the hell you gotta scream at me for?"
[00:28.927]You said, "You aren't gonna listen any other way"
[00:34.946]Now I'm laid out on the sidewalk
[00:40.969]You're my first dial after last call
[00:47.003]Ringing you up just to shit-talk till I pass out
[00:55.873]If you ask how I've been doing, I won't lie
[01:04.699]More than half the time, I'm only skatin' by
[01:09.723]Waiting for the ice to melt beneath me
[01:15.308]Why do I keep at it?
[01:20.758]Sometimes it makes me feel better
[01:26.643]Sometimes it makes me feel worse
[01:32.831]Used to think that it was magic
[01:38.682]Now I'm sure that it's a curse
[01:44.612]Spend your whole life gettin' clean
[01:50.553]Just to wind up in the dirt
[01:56.880]Got a shortcut in to paradise that's killin' me, but I still gotta try to get there first
[02:33.594]You were swinging for the fences
[02:39.436]You were running over every cup
[02:45.377]Now you're stuck back diggin' ditches
[02:51.574]And still can't decide if you've run out of luck
[02:56.104]'Cause it feels like winning tickets at the arcade
[03:03.169]Just to trade them in for stuff
[03:09.000]That you don't want and you don't need
[03:15.449]But all that you can take never feels like enough
[03:25.291]Sometimes it makes you feel better
[03:31.244]Sometimes it makes you feel worse
[03:37.417]Used to think that it was magic
[03:43.109]Now you're sure that it's a curse
[03:49.157]Spend your whole life gettin' clean
[03:55.014]Just to wind up in the dirt
[04:01.106]Got a shortcut in to paradise that's killin' me, but I still gotta try to get there first