[00:00.000] 作词 : Mason Sacks/Kentrell Gaulden/Thomas Horton/Sterling Reynolds/Jason Goldberg
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Mason Sacks/Kentrell Gaulden/Thomas Horton/Sterling Reynolds/Jason Goldberg
[00:05.755][Intro]
[00:11.161]Hmm (It's Top, nigga)
[00:16.812]Oh, oh, I ain't sung in so long
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[00:22.004][Chorus]
[00:22.691]Never knew how hard it'd get
[00:25.332]Never knew it'd come to this
[00:28.167]Real dark places, where I've been
[00:30.805]After all, I'm amazed that I conquered it
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[00:34.449][Verse 1]
[00:34.588]Came from them shootouts, tell 'em book the stage
[00:36.727]Ready for to blow the roof off
[00:39.325]Walk from out my cage, tell my celly that I moved out
[00:42.232]I ain't notice I was ****in' up my life, but that they knew about it (Lil Top, Lil Top)
[00:45.397]Grandpa, how you been, man?
[00:46.824]Made 25, doin' time, I'm a grown man
[00:49.585]Stare inside my eyes, tell no lies, I was fumblin'
[00:52.381]I was totin' that fire, rollin' hard off of one Xan'
[00:55.154]Tryna find my way without no compass
[00:57.220]I wake up everyday, ****in' up my cake by doin' dumb shit
[00:59.820]Tell that last ho she was fake, "You ain't my bae, you ain't no woman"
[01:02.554]I was ****ed up 'bout a fate, look at my face, this shit ain't funny
[01:05.405]I was chasin' after somethin' that I ain't wanted
[01:07.484]I said I'll face it head on, ain't no runnin'
[01:10.579]I'm the king of the jungle with some prisoners, end up rumblin'
[01:13.542]Had to learn everything ain't finna get solved with my money
[01:16.663]I got it all, but tell God I'm needin' something
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[01:19.246][Chorus]
[01:19.440]Never knew how hard it'd get
[01:22.111]Never knew it'd come to this
[01:24.513]Real dark places, where I've been
[01:27.276]After all, I'm amazed that I conquered it
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[01:30.017][Refrain]
[01:30.386]Woah, oh-oh, oh
[01:33.130]I don't know what it is holdin' my soul
[01:35.824]But I won't give in no more, oh, oh
[01:38.552]I gotta go big for my kids, you gon' hear it in these songs
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[01:41.503][Verse 2]
[01:41.712]On top that mountain, I smoke K2
[01:42.902]And know them pills? I popped that
[01:44.224]I hear somethin' wrong that I don't like, I just say, “Where my Glock at?”
[01:46.970]People come around just for my lifestyle, thinkin' clear I ain't like that
[01:49.660]Don't none of these people 'posed to be 'round, where the **** my sister at?
[01:52.603]Same day, I give 'em fifty grand, same day, they stealin' out my bag
[01:55.382]Same day, I pop like twenty Xans and don't remember where I'm at
[01:58.165]But I said no more
[02:01.028]Go and buy a brand-new home with new locks on the door
[02:03.701]Got a brand-new phone, out of contact with them hoes
[02:06.619]Private-seat jet I done flown with my wife chasin' loads
[02:09.390]Young thug nigga said the life, he don't need no more
[02:12.381]Still gon' ride with the sword, I say this my choice
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[02:15.288][Refrain]
[02:15.496]Woah, oh-oh, oh
[02:18.270]I don't know what it is holdin' my soul (I don't know, I don't know)
[02:21.034]But I won't give in no more, oh, oh
[02:23.564]I gotta go big for my kids, you gon' hear it in these songs
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[02:26.464][Verse 3]
[02:26.681]I got the key, I'ma pop my shit, you try to stop, get knocked, bitch
[02:29.099]We gon' start this shit off with some shots, already know how Top get (Get)
[02:31.889]Tell 'em it's been hard for me to cope, I don't give no **** about no ho
[02:33.875]My son mama snortin' dope
[02:36.233]I ain't fallin' off, too many flows
[02:37.693]I'm hearin' shit about my four, know with the five where I reside
[02:40.500]You could see the pain all in my eyes
[02:43.289]Know you see the growth, the way I stride
[02:45.275]I done made it out, but most them nights, inside, I sat up and I cried
[02:46.104]I been holdin' on for the longest, I ain't have no seatbelt on the ride
[02:48.911]I'll grab them sticks and I'll ride, what you know about that?
[02:51.599]Nigga played, I murdered most of them guys, I ain't gotta speak about that
[02:54.378]I was bumpin' Peep when I was high, gone off of styrofoam bad
[02:57.206]Admittin' I'm tired, you got it, gangster, I ain't tryna be with all that
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[02:59.466][Chorus]
[03:00.701]Never knew how hard it'd get
[03:02.913]Never knew it'd come to this
[03:05.821]Real dark places, where I've been
[03:08.577]After all, amazed that I conquered it
[03:11.133]
[03:11.362][Refrain]
[03:12.123]Oh-oh-oh, oh
[03:14.788]I don't know what it is holdin' my soul
[03:17.329]I'm not givin' in no more, oh, oh
[03:20.302]Gotta go big for my kids, you gon' hear it in these songs