[00:00.000] 作曲 : Ed Barrios [00:42.087]Goddamn it khalil [00:45.833]This isn't an easy thing to write [00:48.065]But I wouldn't be lying if I said [00:50.680]It hasn't been constant on my mind [00:53.287]I don't want to imagine how you died [00:55.944]Od'd in a car or maybe a house [00:58.529]Or out in the street with orange lights [01:01.243]Until the cops had finally arrived [01:03.794]But I can't help but wonder [01:08.467]Just how did this happen and when did it get so bad [01:14.552]And I can't help but imagine [01:19.781]That it might be different if I hadn't left Florida [01:46.774]I saw that you followed my bands page [01:49.551]Immediately hit you up to see [01:51.866]Just how you were doing and how it's been [01:54.585]Going along with recovery [01:57.277]You said it's been good it's been 8 months [01:59.947]And you just got into sober living [02:02.709]You might get a job or maybe a grant [02:05.291]So you can go back to school again [02:07.822]And that was 5 days before it [02:12.437]Got a missed call from TJ and a text from Javi [02:18.427]In bed night after I slept in [02:23.712]At Andrea's house I found out you'rе not here [02:49.117]They send their prayers [02:54.117]What does that mean to me [02:58.996]I've loved and lost [03:04.886]But not quite like this [03:09.671]They send their prayers [03:15.871]What does that mean to me [03:20.605]I've loved and lost [03:26.342]But never quite like this