[00:00.000] 作曲 : Jacquan Andrews/Jorden Bundy/Julio Moreno/Charles Forsberg/Taurus Bartlett
[00:03.445][Intro: Nino Paid]
[00:24.755](Jacob made this)
[00:26.724](julioo!) Alright
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[00:27.615][Chorus: Nino Paid]
[00:28.161]My mom was an addict and pop wasn't there (He wasn't)
[00:30.396]Trust me, I still ain't care
[00:31.536]My stepdad came in, showed me the ropes
[00:33.473]And he died and it's messed up, ain't it? I know
[00:35.161]I know how it feel when your house supposed to be a home
[00:37.349]And you feel like it's nowhere to go
[00:38.708]I know how it feel when you try your hardest all year
[00:40.848]And you still got nothin' to show (I know)
[00:42.223]I never thought I could be anybody but a nobody
[00:44.453]God had to prove me wrong (Had to)
[00:45.873]I never thought I'd be able to jump on stage
[00:48.092]And people would know my song (Damn)
[00:49.203]I spent twenty-two years in this world
[00:50.608]And I'm hopin' I still got twenty-two more on the clock
[00:52.844]My lil' sister is nineteen
[00:54.249]Just had a baby that nobody told me about (Nobody told)
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[00:55.485][Verse 1: Nino Paid]
[00:56.359]My calls been goin' to voicemail, how I'ma call on you when you never can answer? (How I'ma call on you when you never can answer?)
[01:00.139]As soon as my life goin' good, it seem like another person diagnosed with cancer
[01:03.421]Nobody told me that kids like me, who grew up with ACEs, die way faster
[01:07.218]So maybe I'm already cooked (Uh-huh), it feel like my life a disaster (It feel like my life a disaster)
[01:10.796]It feel like I'm cursed or trapped in a cycle of life where I never could win (I never could win)
[01:14.343]I'm used to the hurt, I'm trapped in the cycle of pain where it never could end (Never could end)
[01:17.905]I've been on the other side, nobody told you the grass ain't green as it seem
[01:21.421]I gotta go hard, the burdens of all my brothers been livin' through me (They livin' through me)
[01:24.968]I do it for all my homies and most of the people who told me I couldn't (Said that I couldn't)
[01:28.515]I help anybody that I can, I know that they ain't do it for me and I shouldn't (And I shouldn't)
[01:32.046]I'm showin' my dog a whole 'nother way to his life and it do feel good
[01:35.577]As long as they smilin', I'm happy, they ask would I change, and I wouldn't
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[01:38.328][Chorus: Nino Paid]
[01:38.670]I never thought I could be anybody but a nobody
[01:40.986]God had to prove me wrong
[01:42.111]I never thought I'd be able to jump on stage
[01:44.361]And people would know my song
[01:45.517]I spent twenty-two years in this world
[01:47.017]And I'm hopin' I still got twenty-two more on the clock
[01:49.502]My lil' sister is nineteen
[01:50.611]Just had a baby that nobody told me about
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[01:52.574][Verse 2: Polo G]
[01:52.994]I would finally stop trippin', I'm focusing now
[01:54.325]Tired of this way of this way of livin', I wanna get out
[01:56.574]It be the niggas who broke, they ain't give me hand
[01:58.480]Be the main ones holdin' it out
[01:59.840]I remember we was close, our relationship couldn't advance 'cause you never show when it counts
[02:03.341]Said he was hurtin', they told him just be a man, so he put his phone up to his scalp
[02:06.903]The burdens of all my brothers been livin' through me, now I just made an M in my sleep
[02:10.465]My mama won't help and my brother been sent for a beat, would you just go and visit at least
[02:13.982]I been here in the feds, gotta grow up with a picture of me, told lil' bro ain't no killin' this week
[02:17.481]Had to learn how to talk the language criminals speak with the shift 'til we steal for the streets
[02:20.981]They thought I'd be dead 'cause where I was left at
[02:23.184]You don't wanna be ahead on a death track
[02:24.825]Now I know all of my challenges tough and it's easy to people, don't never respect that
[02:28.590]Just when I think I'm progressing, it come with a new problem, it's causing a set back
[02:31.856]Tryna turn all my losses into lessons
[02:33.528]I hope I'm evolvin' enough for my next match
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[02:34.699][Chorus: Nino Paid]
[02:35.014]My mom was an addict and pop wasn't there (My mom was an addict and what?)
[02:37.559]Trust me, I still ain't care (I did)
[02:38.668]My stepdad came in, showed me the ropes (My stepdad came in)
[02:40.386]And he died and it's messed up, ain't it? I know
[02:42.278]I know how it feel when your house supposed to be a home
[02:44.466]And you feel like it's nowhere to go
[02:45.840]I know how it feel when you try your hardest all year
[02:47.746]And you still got nothin' to show (I know)
[02:49.422]I never thought I could be anybody but a nobody
[02:51.590]God had to prove me wrong (Had to)
[02:52.965]I never thought I'd be able to jump on stage
[02:55.122]And people would know my song
[02:56.231]I spent twenty-two years in this world
[02:57.606]And I'm hopin' I still got twenty-two more on the clock
[03:00.044]My lil' sister is nineteen
[03:01.153]Just had a baby that nobody told me about (Nobody told about)