[00:00.000] 作词 : Jake Jepson/Kiran Gerbi [00:00.410] 作曲 : Jake Jepson/Kiran Gerbi [00:00.821]Always pushed you away, oh [00:05.962]But it's you that keeps me sane, oh [00:11.056]Know that I'll be okay [00:13.068]I embrace you knowing you the thing that's gettin' me through [00:20.129]Yeah, this heated floor is made out of my lost marbles [00:23.088]Heard I'm getting M's, it's crazy we shopped at Marshall's [00:25.629]I don't like Marvel movies but, shit, it's cool [00:27.786]'Cause my self doubt drowned, it's dead, I'm in my pool [00:30.349]Tryna get tan, I got my feet up like a keg stand [00:33.402]My mom's wrist looks like a festival, it's 10 bands [00:35.997]I'm Rembrandt the way I used to paint the sky with the Dutch smoke [00:39.123]I smelled like 20 bucks and Dove soap [00:41.157]Now I smell like 7 million dollar wires [00:43.450]Got so many voices in my head, could start a choir [00:45.893]Workin' on accepting the coexistence of good and bad [00:48.447]If I can see the good in me, then I can see the good in Dad [00:51.313]Me and my brother goin' through it, I'm hurtin' [00:53.223]It's hard to empathize and separate behavior from person [00:56.013]So I shame him like my dad did [00:57.714]Tryna celebrate accomplishments while dealing with some bullshit is the average day of mine [01:02.080]But I'm wasting time tryna stop the shit [01:03.804]'Cause longing for a life without suffering is what causes it [01:06.644]So I acknowledge all of it inside the studio [01:08.907]From losing a best friend to landing a lead movie role [01:11.741]The good, bad, and in between, cheers to all three [01:14.309]They taught me more than any teachers ever taught me [01:16.769]Valdosta state, then a couple months at Kennesaw [01:19.052]I dipped, I live a sweet life, I went and found my Brenda Song [01:21.955]We out in London with Ed Sheeran at Gymkhana [01:24.532]My self-belief's been absolute I used to drink vodka [01:27.044]I'm pissed I gotta deal with family drama constantly [01:29.506]Business partners ****ing up, my girl wants to talk to me [01:32.155]She said that I was bein' rude, I said, "Probably" [01:34.417]I'm goin' through a lot, that's no excuse, but I'm honestly [01:37.005]Suffocating, spiraling, tryna fix it all [01:39.765]But maybe peace of mind is when you don't resist at all [01:43.037]Always pushed you away, oh [01:48.145]But it's you that keeps me sane, oh [01:53.200]Know that I'll be okay [01:55.229]I embrace you knowing you the thing that's gettin' me through [02:03.425]Always pushed you away, oh [02:08.458]But it's you that keeps me sane, oh [02:13.634]Know that I'll be okay [02:15.642]I embrace you knowing you the thing that's gettin' me through