[00:00.000] 作词 : No I.D./Shawn Carter/Kanan Keeney
[00:00.000] 作曲 : No I.D./Shawn Carter/Kanan Keeney
[00:00.00]Do I find it so hard
[00:04.45]When I know in my heart
[00:08.82]I'm letting you down every day
[00:13.96]Letting you down every day
[00:19.96]Why do I keep on running away
[00:27.30]Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
[00:40.56]Oh, no, defend
[00:43.76]Yeah, yeah, fine, yeah, yeah, yeah
[00:55.17]Look, I apologize, often womanize
[00:59.15]Took for my child to be born
[01:00.45]See through a woman's eyes
[01:01.84]Took for these natural twins to believe in miracles
[01:04.50]Took me too long for this song
[01:05.92]I don't deserve you
[01:07.78]I harass you out in Paris
[01:10.03]"Please come back to Rome," you make it home
[01:12.38]We talked for hours when you were on tour
[01:15.44]Please pick up the phone, pick up the phone
[01:18.38]Said, "Don't embarrass me," instead of "Be mine"
[01:21.15]That was my proposal for us to go steady
[01:23.43]That was your 21st birthday
[01:26.04]You mature faster than me, I wasn't ready
[01:28.72]So I apologize
[01:30.33]I seen the innocence leave your eyes
[01:32.24]I still mourn this death and
[01:33.94]I apologize for all the stillborns
[01:36.67]'Cause I wasn't present
[01:37.83]Your body wouldn't accept it
[01:39.26]I apologize to all the women whom I
[01:42.09]Toyed with your emotions 'cause I was emotionless
[01:44.24]And I apologize 'cause at your best you are love
[01:49.14]And because I fall short of what I say I'm all about
[01:52.47]Your eyes leave with the soul
[01:53.79]That your body once housed
[01:55.36]And you stare blankly into space
[01:57.06]Thinkin' of all the time
[01:58.23]You wasted it on all this basic ****
[02:00.43]So I apologize (Oh, no, defend)
[02:04.09]Yeah, yeah, fine, yeah, yeah, yeah
[02:17.18]Oh, no, defend
[02:19.91]I'm never gonna treat you
[02:22.65]I'm never gonna treat you like I should
[02:27.99]Oh ooh, ooh ooh, ooh
[02:35.73]I apologize
[02:37.37]Our love was one for the ages and I contained us
[02:41.24]And all this ratchet **** and we more expansive
[02:43.52]Not meant to cry and die alone in these mansions
[02:46.23]Or sleep with our back turned
[02:48.32]We supposed to vacay 'til our backs burn
[02:51.24]We're supposed to laugh 'til our heart stops
[02:53.89]And then meet in a space where the dark stop
[02:56.57]And let love light the way
[02:59.16]Like the men before me
[03:00.18]I cut off my nose to spite my face
[03:02.11]I never wanted another woman to know
[03:03.69]Something about me that you didn't know
[03:05.63]I promised, I cried, I couldn't hold
[03:07.71]I suck at love, I think I need a do-over
[03:10.45]I will be emotionally available
[03:11.94]If I invited you over
[03:13.89]I stew over, what if you over my ****
[03:21.36]Oh, no, defend
[03:24.37]I'm never gonna treat you
[03:26.70]I'm never gonna treat you like I should
[03:35.02]And if my children knew
[03:38.15]I don't even know what I would do
[03:40.36]If they ain't look at me the same
[03:43.36]I would probably die with all the shame
[03:45.64]"You did what with who?"
[03:47.44]What good is a ménage à trois
[03:49.14]When you have a soulmate?
[03:50.81]"You risked that for Blue?"
[03:53.59]If I wasn't a superhero in your face
[03:56.43]My heart breaks for the day
[03:57.77]I have to explain my mistakes
[03:59.90]And the mask goes away, and Santa Claus is fake
[04:05.25]And you go online and see
[04:07.13]For Blue's tooth, the tooth fairy didn't pay
[04:09.85]Oh, no, defend
[04:13.03]Da da na, good, I good, I good
[04:27.93]I'm never gonna treat you like I should, ooh