[00:00.000] 作词 : phem/Colson Baker
[00:01.000] 作曲 : phem/Colson Baker
[00:19.676]This feels like the opposite of real life
[00:22.088]On my way to Valhalla on a steel bike
[00:24.488]Living fantasy like J. K. Rowling
[00:26.267]I'm J. R. R. Tolkien these spliffs, I love smoking
[00:28.584]My hands full of stones and gold, I'm lord of the rings
[00:31.134]Needles sew new clothes but it's more than it seems
[00:33.438]I've seen dreams implode, seen teens turn old before they grown
[00:36.470]Burnt out before they fade away slow
[00:39.046]I used to pick you up, now I don't
[00:40.680]There's some things I would rewind, but I don't have the remote
[00:43.106]There's some things I manifested I wish I never wrote
[00:45.339]And all my friends really family 'cause my bloodline's ghost (Uh-uh)
[00:48.523]Yeah, it's the life we chose
[00:50.328]Highways and Hellcats with angel wing doors
[00:52.852]I know I look back, the path went rogue
[00:55.266]I know I look back, I'm halfway home
[00:58.131]So far away from where you are
[01:03.002]Without a cause, I know I'm ****ed up, but I'm not sorry
[01:07.803]And I will meet you where you are
[01:11.597]Yeah, I make my own luck because I don't believe in karma
[01:17.138]I stopped counting my age because my face still look the same
[01:19.868]So instead of years, I use pain
[01:21.570]And if that's the case, then I'm five hundred
[01:23.569]I've been in a race with my trauma, can't outrun it
[01:25.843]No wonder why I drive like I'm being chased
[01:28.014]Pack up and move houses instead of renovate
[01:30.436]Put my newborn daughter to bed at eight, then I'm back on the interstate
[01:33.486]Chain smoking, lookin' like I'm 'bout to hyperventilate
[01:35.778]Got everything to celebrate on the outside
[01:37.948]Still, none of that eliminates what is inside
[01:40.273]And since I gotta find a way to cope
[01:42.383]I'll start by reversing some of the words I wrote
[01:44.770]Instead of being a demon, be a beacon of hope
[01:47.191]'Cause one day we're hangin' out, the next day you're hangin' from a rope, uh
[01:50.842]So far away from where you are
[01:55.796]Without a cause, I know I'm ****ed up, but I'm not sorry
[02:00.643]And I will meet you where you are
[02:04.282]Yeah, I make my own luck because I don't believe in karma
[02:15.077]Without a cause, I know I'm ****ed up, but I'm not sorry
[02:24.588]I make my own luck because I don't believe in karma
[02:28.671]Yeah, this feels like the opposite of real life
[02:33.485]Uh, yeah
[02:38.843]This feels like the opposite of real life
[02:42.985]Uh, yeah
[02:46.981]Mm-mm