[00:00.000] 作词 : Colson Baker/Derek "MOD SUN" Smith
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Colson Baker/Derek "MOD SUN" Smith
[00:07.885]And oh, what a life to live
[00:11.560]When you're dying for someone to give
[00:15.871]To give you their love
[00:19.614]To give you their love
[00:24.444]Lie awake stargazing, I won't sleep till morning
[00:28.507]Echoes of your words sayin', "Don't write a song for me"
[00:32.453]Everything is wrong in me, raised under wings of demons
[00:36.220]And even if God's with me, without you I have no reason
[00:40.455]This'll be the last time you hear me say sorry
[00:44.461]That'll be the last tear you waste on me crying
[00:48.148]I broke this home
[00:51.896]And just like my father, I'll die alone
[00:56.026]And oh, what a life to live
[00:59.621]When you're dying for someone to give
[01:03.928]To give you their love
[01:07.850]To give you their love
[01:11.827]I'm lookin' at the kids' faces sittin' in the driveway
[01:15.841]While I pack up suitcases, I just ruined their holiday
[01:20.040]And lies don't die, they grow
[01:23.884]And everything you try to hide eventually shows
[01:27.886]The beast killed the beauty, the last petal fell from the rose
[01:32.061]And I loved you truly, that's why it's hard to let it go
[01:36.160]I broke this home
[01:39.695]But I'll change for our daughter so she's not alone
[01:44.145]Oh, what a life to live
[01:47.616]When you're dying for someone to give
[01:51.918]To give you their love
[01:55.903]To give you their love
[01:59.952]And oh, what a life to live (Oh, what a life to live)
[02:03.662]When you're dying for someone to give (When you're dying)
[02:07.905]To give you their love (To give you their love)
[02:12.006]To give you their love (Mmm)
[02:32.467]I wrote this in room 3, spending Christmas in rehabilitation
[02:35.999]I got no phone, just a cell that I'm trapped in while my home's vacant
[02:39.858]I'm an inpatient but I lost patience, I just broke something but I'm fixated
[02:43.843]On the gossip that I know is happenin' while I'm just being left out of the conversation
[02:47.812]It's a complicated relationship, that's nobody's business, but I'm in this business, face it
[02:51.870]I've been hiding from the ideation that the public has of ruinin' my reputation
[02:55.824]And it's crazy seeing quotations from a source that somebody curated
[02:59.794]'Cause for me, y'all can feel pure hatred, but just keep our baby out the situation
[03:03.821]It's a long road to redemption and a shorter one to damnation
[03:07.850]I know which one is my destination, but the journey doesn't come without the frustrations
[03:11.889]Like it doesn't come without the temptations, and failure can lead to an elevation
[03:15.848]'Cause sometimes you gotta see what's waiting on the other side to know your soul's worth savin'
[03:19.940]And oh, what a life to live
[03:23.590]When you're dying for someone to give
[03:27.875]To give you their love
[03:31.559]To give you their love