[00:00.000] 作词 : Billie Eilish O'Connell/FINNEAS
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Billie Eilish O'Connell/FINNEAS
[00:10.863] I'm gettin' older, I think I'm agin' well
[00:16.452] I wish someone had told me I'd be doin' this by myself
[00:22.494] There's reasons that I'm thankful, there's a lot I'm grateful for
[00:27.810] But it's different when a stranger's always waitin' at your door
[00:34.709] Which is ironic 'cause the strangers seem to want me more
[00:40.175] Than anyone before (Anyone before)
[00:48.461] Too bad they're usually deranged
[00:51.647]
[00:53.804] Last week, I realized I crave pity
[00:58.064] When I retell a story, I make everything sound worse
[01:04.799] Can't shake the feeling that I'm just bad at healing
[01:09.979] And maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed
[01:17.088] Which is ironic because when I wasn't honest
[01:21.495] I was still bein' ignored (Lyin' for attention just to get neglection)
[01:31.991] Now we're estranged
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[01:37.341] Things I once enjoyed
[01:43.554] Just keep me employed now
[01:49.406] Things I'm longing for
[01:55.184] Someday, I'll be bored of
[01:58.879] It's so weird
[02:10.119] That we care so much until we don't
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[02:16.888] I'm gettin' older, I've got more on my shoulders
[02:22.131] But I'm gettin' better at admitting when I'm wrong
[02:28.231] I'm happier than ever, at least, that's my endeavor
[02:33.924] To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure
[02:40.620] 'Cause, to be honest, I just wish that what I promise
[02:45.380] Would depend on what I'm given, mmm (Not on his permission)
[02:51.970] (Wasn't my decision) To be abused, mmm
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[03:01.422] Things I once enjoyed
[03:07.165] Just keep me employed now, mmm
[03:13.304] Things I'm longing for, mmm
[03:19.084] Someday, I'll be bored of
[03:22.702] It's so weird
[03:34.228] That we care so much until we don't
[03:39.550]
[03:40.797] But next week, I hope I'm somewhere laughing
[03:46.037] For anybody asking, I promise I'll be fine
[03:52.625] I've had some trauma, did things I didn't wanna
[03:58.007] Was too afraid to tell ya, but now, I think it's time