[00:10.00]I've been a liar and a lover
[00:12.69]I've been the focus of the conflict
[00:15.00]I've been trying to recover
[00:17.18]What's the meaning to this nonsense
[00:19.19]Oh lord, show me there's so much more to this life than the road I've been
[00:23.38]Like I started back at the beginning, right before the final inning when the **** will all this pain just end
[00:28.10]I've been dying while trying to get away from you knowing the motivation inside of me has overtaken you
[00:33.32]I started off a loser its hard to shake off the feeling
[00:35.79]Without you here by my side I really don't know how I'm dealing
[00:38.21]I tried to guide you through but I need my co-pilot
[00:40.30]Figured that it'd be easy and breezy so I just tried it
[00:43.09]And solo here with my do lo I'm facing every decision
[00:45.13]Like really what does it matter it isn't making a difference so
[02:06.26][00:48.39]Late in the night when the moons outside and the sun goes down
[02:10.86][00:53.86]The mood in the air will remind me of how we would paint this town
[02:15.58][00:58.73]I try to replace what I had with you
[02:17.90][01:00.77]Thats what I think I'm supposed to do
[02:20.35][01:03.23]But the voice in my head only haunts me instead I'm convinced it's the ghost of you
[02:44.76][02:25.20][01:08.60]Tell me what I should do
[02:47.04][02:27.65][01:10.72]Tell me where I'm supposed to be
[02:49.38][02:29.99][01:13.17]Cause even if it's good for you
[02:51.59][02:32.27][01:15.40]Doesn't mean that it was good for me
[02:53.38][02:33.93][01:17.28]No one wants to feel unwanted
[02:55.72][02:36.15][01:19.61]Hard to break from the ones you bond with
[02:57.91][02:38.74][01:21.79]Here alone this house has become haunted
[03:00.10][02:40.77][01:24.01]What can I do to get away from the ghost of you
[01:27.08]I've been up all night by the window
[01:29.16]Heartbeat steady rocking to the tempo
[01:31.34]Reading articles and trying to find some info
[01:33.72]Everything it points to you
[01:35.76]I don't want to leave you there in the background
[01:38.10]Livid and afraid and alone
[01:40.87]But the way that I'm haunted by you lately
[01:42.99]Has got me faded in the twilight zone
[01:45.26]So I had to visit your grave plot with the hope that the pain stops
[01:48.04]And say goodbye to what we had I couldn't and came out
[01:50.37]Worse than how I started and broke down and tears
[01:52.69]Crazy how much I miss you it's been so many years
[01:55.12]Friends they interfere while wondering what's the matter
[01:57.49]Shattered by what has happened and talking just makes me madder
[01:59.91]I couldn't ever explain the feeling that's in brain
[02:02.45]even though I'm to blame and nothing will be the same now