What Have I Done

Oh God  what have I done
Oh God  what have I done
Have I ruined everything again
Oh God  what have I done
Oh God  what have I done
Will I make it to the very end
I am crushed to the point of death
My fading love do I have any left
Will I ever believe in you
Will perfect love ever be my truth
Will You be my hope
Will You be my hope
Oh God  what have I done
Oh God  what have I done
Have I ruined everything again
Oh God  what have I done
Oh God  what have I done
Will I make it to the very end
Get 'em away and out of my head
The toxic the poison is killing me dead
I'm red burned up and burnt out instead of a life of joy
My mind's a death bed
Many days I've bled
My thoughts black and blue
I've taken the roads
What am I supposed to do
When everything around tells me what is true
But I've tried it all and
Yet I don't feel new shoot
I can't trust my own heart
'Cause it keeps feeding me lies
I'm scared to ask for help
And I'm scared to even just try
I raise the white flag high
Even if I lash out can You help me fight
Hear the desperate whispers as I lay crying
Please help me hope through the night please
I want to hope through the night please
And I believe
You redeem You restore
And You say that I'm adored
I could never imagine this
Every castle will fall
All my flesh with pass away
Is there any love like this
Oh God  what have I done
Oh God  what have I done
Have I ruined everything again
Oh God  what have I done
Oh God  what have I done
Will I make it to the very end
Oh God  what have I done
Oh God  what have I done
Have I ruined everything again
Oh God  what have I done
Oh God  what have I done
Will I make it to the very end