Near
Near -Sam Ock
Written by ：Kermit Goell
I say the opposite thing I want to be assured
I want to know that love is greater far than empty words
My cynicism many times irrational absurd
Pride it tells me that I'm further gone than any word
I have the gall yes I think I really have the nerve
To challenge unconditional love to be a verb
Many things I observe clash with what I heard
The black and white makes my insides grew blurred
I am much less faithful than you think I am
My heart's palate tastes bitterness and loves bland
Need to water myself cause I'm dry land
I want to know but I don't really want to understand
But I've come to know one thing
To be alone it could be my life's ending
So in all I don't know god I need you
I need you to keep me close
I'll push away
But I really want you to stay
Can you be the strength of my faith
I need you to keep me close
Do you think I'm a fool
Cause I deserve that
I'm just a broken tool
Devoid of functionality
Why can't you be my first resort
Why must you be my last resort
I am forgiven and I don't deserve that
I have the remedy and didn't even do a thing
I'm making you my only choice
I'm making you my only choice
I'll push away
But I really want you to stay
Can you be the strength of my faith
I need you to keep me close
I'll push away
But I really want you to stay
Can you be the strength of my faith
I need you to keep me close
I am much less faithful than you think I am
My heart's palate tastes bitterness and loves bland
Need to water myself cause I'm dry land
I want to know but I don't really want to understand
But I've come to know one thing
To be alone it could be my life's ending
So in all I don't know god I need you
I need you to keep me close
I'll push away
But I really want you to stay
Can you be the strength of my faith
I need you to keep me close
I'll push away
But I really want you to stay
Can you be the strength of my faith
I need you to keep me close
I'll push away
But I really want you to stay
Can you be the strength of my faith
I need you to keep me close