10 I hold my breath and I count to ten I close my eyes, I can feel you bend around me Pierce right through like a ballpoint pen You leave your mark underneath my skin And I already know, your hands are getting cold When you hold me like a trophy, you unforgotten soul Say you have to go, this is how it goes When it's not real, we pretend that this is what we want So I count to ten Everything is bottled up inside me Tip me over like a glass on the edge Blooming like a rose inside, I'm dying Just waiting while I hold my breath And I count to ten I close my eyes and I count to nine Didn't make it all the way to ten this time Staring at a wall that's bare and white The sound of silence keeps me up at night Night... Keeps me up at night Night... Keeps me up at night