Eminem Speaks
 作词 : Jarad Higgins/Marshall Mathers
 作曲 : Jarad Higgins/Marshall Mathers
 I think it was–, I took my first Vicodin, it was just like, this feeling of "Ahh"
 You know, like everything was not only mellow, but didn't feel any pain
 They just didn't–, it just kind of numbed things
 I don't know at what point exactly it started to be a problem
 I just remember likin' it more and more
 People try to tell me that I had a problem
 I would say "Get that ****in' person out of here, I can't believe they said that shit to me, they know nothin' about my ****in' life, are they out of their ****in' mind?"
 I'm not out there shootin' ******, I'm not out there ****in', you know, puttin' coke up my nose, I'm not smokin' crack
 You'rе struggling with the argument of "Do you have a problеm, or do you not have a problem? Can you control it, or can you not?"
 And I literally thought I could control it
 You're taking things that people are giving you that, you don't even know what the **** they are
 They look like a pill, and they look– they're shaped like something that you take, so you take it, you know
 Xanax, Valium, tomato-tomato
 You know what I mean? It's th– the same thing, it's all in the same family, **** it, take it
 Had I had gotten to the hospital about two hours later, I would've died
 My organs were shutting down, my liver, kidneys, everything
 They were gonna have to put me on dialysis, they didn't think I was gonna make it
 My bottom was gonna be death, within a month, I had relapsed
 And shot right back up too, insane amount of pills that I was taking
 I remember just walking around my house and thinking every single day, like "I'm gonna ****ing die", like, I'm– I'm looking at my kids, and I need to be here for this
 Coming off of everything, I literally was up twenty-four hours a day for three weeks straight
 And I mean not sleeping, not even nodding off for a ****ing minute
 Like, I was literally just up, like, looking at the TV
 I had to regain motor skills, I had to regain talking skills
 It's been a– a learning process, like, it's been, I'm growing
 I just couldn't believe that anybody could ever be naturally happy, or naturally function, or be just enjoying life in general, without being on something
 So, I would say that t– to anybody that I– it does get better, you know? It just– it does