HAPPY
 作词 : Tommee Profitt/NF
 作曲 : Tommee Profitt/NF
 Dear God, please
 Hear me out, I know it's been a couple years
 Since I've reached
 Out and said hello, I bet you're wondering
 Why I keep
 Obsessing on and stressing all the little things
 When I should be
 Living life and soaking up the memories

 I know I've been
 Selfish, I have
 No excuse to give you it's true
 Hanging by a
 Thread's how I live
 I don't know why but
 I feel more comfortable

 Livin' in my agony
 Watching my self-esteem
 Go up in flames acting
 Like I don't
 Care what anyone else thinks
 When I know truthfully
 That that's the furthest thing
 From how I
 Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
 To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
 The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine
 Who I'd be if I was happy

 Yeah, been this way so long, it feels like something's off
 When I'm not depressed
 I got some issues that I won't address
 I got some baggage I ain't opened yet
 I got some demons I should put to rest
 I got some traumas that I can't forget
 I got some phone calls I been avoidin'
 Some family members I don't really connect with
 Some things I said I wish I would of not let slip
 Some hurtful words that never should of left my lips
 Some bridges burned, I'm not ready to rebuild yet
 Some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yes
 I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul
 And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
 Losing hope
 Headed down a dangerous road
 Strange, I know
 But I feel most at home when I'm

 Livin' in my agony
 Watching my self-esteem
 Go up in flames acting
 Like I don't
 Care what anyone else thinks
 When I know truthfully
 That that's the furthest thing
 From how I
 Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
 To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
 The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine
 Who I'd be if I was happy

 Don't know what's around the bend
 Don't know what my future is
 But I can't keep on livin' in

 Livin' in my agony
 Watching my self-esteem
 Go up in flames acting
 Like I don't
 Care what anyone else thinks
 When I know truthfully
 That that's the furthest thing
 From how I
 Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
 To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
 The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine
 Who I'd be if I was happy
 If I was happy
 If I was happy