That’s On Me (Live from Narine’s Living Room) 作曲 : Aaron Dessner/Ed Sheeran Is this just gettin' older? I can't get away from this rain I'm startin' to think that it's me And I wanna just create things But the longer it takes, I feel drained Can't remember a day I've been sober Not in a place to take blame Any more weight, I might break Tell me, do you feel the same? Guess we all go the same way I'm in a bit of a mess here I count to ten and I hope to disappear I never I did my homework Could I have been more than this? Findin' a way to exist Within a world with no risk Forcin' a shoe that won't fit I spend most the days stoned And makin' excuses for it Sayin', "It helped to write this" But on the real, I'm tight-lipped Shootin' the shot that I'll miss And it's so far from near Why the hell am I still here? This is not the end of our lives This is just a bump in the ride And I know that it will be alright And if it's not, then we're ****ed, aren't we? I can't help myself but cry every time that I realise Maybe I'll never find my smile But who's to blame? Well, that's on me Well, that's on me, well, that's on me Now that the weather is colder Nothin' is maskin' this pain The summer was here, but won't stay And we are inside, like, all day Regrettin' the things that we say And it takes a toll, yeah The conversation won't end Bein' a rock for your friends Cracks in the surface don't mend We only break, we don't bend And you'd think it was so clear But I can't see nothin' but the fear I'm feelin' so bloated Thinkin' a salad won't do Might as well open up two Lockin' myself in my room Hopin' that this'll end soon And no one will notice What I will put myself through 'Cause they will hate themselves too Isn't it mad what we do? Pretendin' to win, but just lose And it's so far from near Why the hell am I still here? This is not the end of our lives This is just a bump in the ride And I know that it will be alright And if it's not, then we're ****ed, aren't we? I can't help myself but cry every time that I realise Maybe I'll never find my smile But who's to blame? Well, that's on me Well, that's on me, well, that's on me Too many things on my mind To process moments of life There's some days I lose my drive Then, some, can't control the fire I'm aware that things take time But I'm not a patient guy Maybe, if I wait, I'll find Resemblance of peace of mind This is just gettin' older Runnin' away from our past Knowin', the calm, it won't last Bein' a mouse in this grass Feelin' the snakes behind us And I'm searchin' for closure But nothin' is healin' these scars When I open up, they just laugh Sayin' if they had just half Then nothin' would ever be dark Is it, "New me, new year" Or just the same old blue sphere? This is not the end of our lives This is just a bump in the ride And I know that it will be alright And, if it's not, then we're ****ed, aren't we? I can't help myself but cry every time that I realise Maybe I'll never find my smile But who's to blame? Well, that's on me Well, that's on me, well, that's on me Well, that's on me