[00:00.040]All the times I have laid in your light
[00:05.680]When your love kept me safe through the night
[00:10.160]All the time, I was sure you were mine
[00:16.050]And before time demands our goodbye
[00:21.030]Can you sing me a last lullaby?
[00:26.710]It's been a while since I last dreamt
[00:28.350]Barely remember what it's like to dream
[00:30.940]Finding it hard to get to sleep, too stressed
[00:33.480]And there ain't anyone to sing a lullaby to me
[00:36.020]Pretend **** doesn't get to me
[00:37.770]And I suffer in silence when I'm hurting
[00:40.010]A man's problems are his own
[00:41.600]And it's my burden
[00:42.790]Tossing and turning, trying to get to sleep
[00:44.980]But I find it hard to switch off when my mind's working
[00:47.970]I ponder on things I shouldn't bother with
[00:50.210]Off the rails, my train of thought's wandering
[00:52.890]Sick of pretending to be so happy
[00:55.280]All the while my anxiety eats away at me
[00:57.880]My skin crawls, I look up to the sky
[01:00.270]And it falls, the walls close in and it's
[01:02.810]As if all the good in my life disappears
[01:05.200]In an instant, happiness is so distant
[01:07.240]So seeing the ones who I love, the ones who love me
[01:10.470]But I don't wanna tell em how I feel in case they judge me
[01:13.160]It's just me, wish I could let somebody in
[01:15.560]But I ain't ever been too trusting
[01:17.200]All the times I have laid in your light
[01:22.580]When your love kept me safe through the night
[01:27.300]All the time, I was sure you were mine
[01:32.890]And before time demands our goodbye
[01:38.160]Can you sing me a last lullaby?
[02:05.030]I've barely had any sleep when I get up
[02:07.310]Sick of all these nightmares and these night terrors
[02:10.010]Like it's only when I'm leathered that I sleep better
[02:12.550]Might sleep better when I get up, I'm weak
[02:15.040]It just makes my day harder, I wonder if
[02:17.280]It would've been any different if I had a father that I knew
[02:20.970]Could it have helped shape the way that I grew?
[02:23.510]But the point of things I never have went from
[02:25.050]Being a reason for the things that I do
[02:27.050]To just being an excuse that I'd use
[02:29.490]I've gotta take responsibility for the things I do
[02:32.080]Find something other than negativity for my fuel
[02:34.910]But I feed off it, even when I don't seem bothered
[02:37.500]I hide everything that's going on inside
[02:39.900]Guess it's been a while since I've been honest, I need help
[02:42.690]But I deny it and even lie to myself like I'm fine
[02:44.930]All the times I have laid in your light
[02:49.900]When your love kept me safe through the night
[02:54.730]All the time, I was sure you were mine
[03:00.450]And before time demands our goodbye
[03:05.330]Can you sing me a last lullaby?
[03:11.090]I just wish someone would tell me it would be OK
[03:13.640]But pessimism leads me to believe that it won't
[03:16.330]To see even a glimmer of hope in the darkness
[03:18.970]Is hard and depression is a slippery slope
[03:21.460]I don't wanna do what my dad did with a rope, though
[03:23.940]So I carry on even though it's hard to
[03:26.580]The only thing that's definite is death and things always change
[03:29.370]As long as you give em a chance to
[03:30.760]All the times I have laid in your light
[03:36.150]When your love kept me safe through the night
[03:41.070]All the time, I was sure you were mine
[03:46.600]And before time demands our goodbye
[03:51.580]Can you sing me a last lullaby?
[04:06.020](Can you sing me a last lullaby?)
[04:18.560]All the times I have laid in your light
[04:23.700]When your love kept me safe through the night
[04:28.230]All the time, I was sure you were mine
[04:33.950]And before time demands our goodbye
[04:39.040]Can you sing me a last lullaby?