[00:04.26]I drink my coffee in the morning [00:09.34]I brush my teeth before bed [00:14.10]I fake a smile to keep the sad thought [00:19.74]Out of my head [00:24.77]I sit outside and watch the world spin [00:29.79]I bet you probably moved on [00:34.06]But I still can't seem to sing [00:38.93]Hmm, anything but this song [00:46.40]I've asked my therapist, my mom and dad the same [00:50.66]I've asked my friends and fam, they all say I'm to blame [00:56.02]I've spent all this time pretending I'm okay [01:00.56]Well, I'm not okay [01:04.07]Today might be the day I go insane [01:11.24]The day I go insane [01:15.82]The day I go insane [01:19.63]That'll be the day, today might be the day [01:26.03]The day I go insane [01:27.99]It'll probably be the best day in my life [01:30.18]I'll be rid of all my problems, I'll be rid of my strife [01:32.67]And I can't even fix an issue 'bout you sayin' good night [01:35.13]And I don't even got to worry if I'm wrong or I'm right [01:37.71]And when I argue with my darkest side, it's comin' to light [01:40.19]I'd rather have 'em call me crazy, [01:41.49]Than have another fight with you [01:43.23]This mind of mine is mine to lose, it's true [01:47.54]I've asked my therapist, my mom and dad the same [01:51.11]I've asked my friends and fam, they all say I'm to blame [01:56.50]I've spent all this time pretending I'm okay [02:01.19]Well, I'm not okay [02:04.86]Today might be the day I go insane [02:11.76]The day I go insane [02:16.45]The day I go insane [02:20.42]That'll be the day, today might be the day [02:28.46]If today's the day I go insane [02:32.99]Please tell my mom and dad I'm not in pain [02:37.16]And tell my sister not to do the same [02:41.99]It's just, these lonely days get lonelier with rain [02:47.04]And then the feelings come [02:49.98]And go and pass in waves (Pass in waves) [02:53.30]And I can feel myself start to get swept away (Swept away) [02:57.86]I guess if your heart can break, [02:59.63]Then your head can do the same (Do the same) [03:02.15]It's hard to explain [03:05.37]Today might be the day I go insane [03:12.20]The day I go insane [03:17.10]The day I go insane [03:21.65]That'll be the day, today might be the day [03:27.42]The day I go insane (Hey, I'm not okay) [03:33.21]The day I go insane (Today, I'll go insane) [03:36.98]The day I go insane (Hey, I'm not okay) [03:42.75]That'll be the day, today might be the day (Today, I'll go insane) [03:47.65]The day I go insane [03:54.65]Yeah, it hurts, but it's true, I shouldn't care, but I do [03:57.29]I hide who I'm inside, like I've got something to prove [04:00.05]But what I've learnt is that pretending ends up bad for my health [04:02.85]What's the point of being if I'm not being myself?