[00:14.11]All I ever wanted was somebody to hear me
[00:15.87]And all I ever wanted was somebody to feel me
[00:17.54]And everybody wanna tell me that I'm out of my head
[00:18.96]When I'm on the mic that's fine but that don't scare me
[00:20.94]It's been a long time but I'm back now
[00:22.57]Rap pow welcome to the rap house
[00:24.44]Rap pow will live till I pass out blackout blackout
[00:27.07]Everybody keep on wondering if I still rap now
[00:29.10]Are you serious? Anybody out there hearing this?
[00:31.99]Yo I came in the game as a lyricist
[00:33.85]And I'mma leave like that. Period
[00:35.52]You sniff lines, I write lines, you've now entered in my mind
[00:39.06]And you better get ready cause you might find
[00:40.75]I'm from a different place and my kind
[00:42.56]It's a little bit different than yours is
[00:44.69]Quit snoring hip hop isn't dead
[00:46.72]It's just been in mourning from the moment I quit recording
[00:49.75]Quick, record this!
[00:50.96]Listen I'm warming up and you're misinformed if
[00:53.39]You think that I'm slipping up, this ain't sick enough, then I'll skip the chorus
[00:56.70]I've been here ain't nobody heard of me?
[00:58.72]Yeah I'mma turn this beat to a murder scene
[01:00.45]I don't live for the world
[01:02.06]I live for the King, I live for the King, focus
[01:04.44]Wrote this with emotion
[01:05.69]It's hard to get a break when the door's ain't open
[01:07.37]It's hard to get a shot when the gun ain't loaded
[01:09.24]And it's hard to make a living when nobody wanna notice. Hold it
[01:11.61]What am I insane maybe? Plain crazy
[01:14.14]You put me in a room with a mic you will not restrain me
[01:16.21]You do what you wanted but you can't contain me
[01:17.79]Lazy! Is not a character trait of mine. Don't wait in line
[01:22.03]This is the current condition of my state of mind
[01:27.10]Don't tell me that this isn't real
[01:30.62]Don't tell me this ain't how I feel
[01:35.25]This is all I have. All I have
[01:39.84]All I ever wanted was somebody to get this
[01:41.11]All I ever wanted was somebody to play this
[01:42.84]Take my song, put it on their playlist and get goosebumps every time they play it. Rate us
[01:47.08]If that's my calling or not Father, maybe I should just not bother
[01:51.48]Go back to that 9 to 5 but I am not a quitter so quit that
[01:54.62]I never been a killer but I guarantee I kill tracks
[01:57.30]Put them in a coffin, lost in, rip that
[01:59.00]Trying to make an impact in rap, is that insane?
[02:01.63]Well, I guess so
[02:02.45]Rap though, better give me that pencil
[02:04.02]And you ain't ever gonna make it, it's all mental
[02:06.10]I am in a place where I can't let go. Ah!
[02:07.92]I still work a job and do this
[02:10.04]And y'all know what's stupid?
[02:12.12]I thought all you had to do was get a record deal and yo things start moving
[02:15.31]But that's not the case because most of the times the artists you hear
[02:19.15]You keep on thinking that artist is new but that artist has probably been at it for years
[02:22.28]Yeah. In the back of my mind thinking
[02:24.31]Am I wasting my time dreaming
[02:26.77]And I ain't got no money in my wallet but I guarantee there ain't no way that I am gonna leave this
[02:29.86]I need this. I swear to y'all I need this
[02:32.86]And this hip-hop's in my veins if you cut me I'mma bleed it
[02:35.80]And yo. What you think I write write raps for no reason, no
[02:39.69]Take my pain and I put em in a song ever since them pills they took my mom
[02:43.68]I've been a different person. Don't try to predict my verses
[02:47.13]What you're hearing now is me whether I'm in front or behind that curtain
[02:50.57]I stand behind these words. I'm a Christian but I'm not perfect
[02:54.27]Don't tell me to calm down. I'm calm now, listen I'm just working
[02:57.85]Yeah it might take a minute to get it but once you get it everything will be crystal clear
[03:00.99]I don't think they see my vision here. I don't think they see my vision here!
[03:06.52]Don't tell me that this isn't real
[03:10.01]Don't tell me this ain't how I feel
[03:14.61]This is all I have. All I have
[03:20.94]Don't tell me that this isn't real
[03:24.37]Don't tell me this ain't how I feel
[03:29.10]This is all I have. All I have
[03:35.14]Don't tell me that this isn't real
[03:38.68]Don't tell me this ain't how I feel
[03:43.38]This is all I have. All I have
[03:46.87]All I have
[03:49.53]Don't tell me that this isn't real (this isn't real, this isn't real)
[03:57.52]This is all that I have, this is all that I have