[00:39.370]Aha, I know what you’re thinking
[00:41.330]And you’re wrong
[00:42.720]I’m not gonna sing you a song
[00:44.800]This time, I’m gonna open myself
[00:47.250]And let you see what’s inside of me
[00:51.610]I’m in my war
[00:53.010]It’s a battlefield of choice
[00:54.760]A war that nobody sees, only me
[00:57.800]Nobody wins in this war
[01:00.000]We can only choose
[01:02.000]Only lose
[01:05.090]It’s a choice between the body and the heart
[01:06.880]You win your body and lose your heart
[01:09.880]Or you win your heart and lose your body
[01:13.820]People ask me all these questions
[01:15.750]My anger, my hatred
[01:17.910]Where do they come from
[01:19.540]They come from me
[01:21.270]They come from my heart
[01:23.590]I guess I’m weird
[01:24.800]Cause I can see on people their fears and their desires
[01:28.680]I try not to believe in these
[01:30.230]But they keep following me, where ever I go
[01:33.390]So here I am
[01:35.630]Now you’ve seen my hurts
[01:36.620]There is a silver knife plunged in my back
[01:38.450]See, there is a silver knife in my back
[02:05.900]Underneath underneath
[02:11.710]What you see underneath
[02:17.850]Underneath underneath
[02:24.070]Can’t you see
[02:26.900]It’s hard to breath
[02:32.740]Sometimes I draw
[02:34.710]But the portrait has no culture
[02:36.930]Nothing moves
[02:37.830]Only ghosts in the flame
[02:40.120]Wish the rain would wake me up
[02:41.510]Then I’d go with her
[02:42.870]Stroll with her
[02:45.840]I see nothing outside
[02:47.580]It’s a place that nobody comes
[02:49.220]So, all this liberty I enjoy
[02:51.190]And that I suffer from
[02:52.680]It’s like you’ve dared to say you know me
[02:54.670]It’s like you are all dead to me
[02:58.520]All these twenty-eight years
[03:00.200]I’ve spent them looking for myself
[03:02.560]People think I’m crazy
[03:05.920]I’ve always been doing things that normal people don’t do
[03:08.610]Why
[03:09.910]I don’t know
[03:12.350]I don’t understand myself
[03:13.570]I think deep in my mind
[03:15.620]I hate myself
[03:16.750]But never mind
[03:18.790]I guess I’ll just learn to forget
[03:21.420]Underneath underneath
[03:27.330]What you see underneath
[03:33.470]Underneath underneath
[03:40.050]Can’t you see
[03:42.950]It’s hard to breath
[03:47.570]Ah…
[04:14.910]Je ne dors plus, je suis divisée en deux.
[04:17.510]Une en paix, et l’autre, au combat.
[04:21.030]Je ne mange plus, car la nourriture n’a plus de goût
[04:24.350]Rien n’a plus rien de sens.
[04:27.030]Je vis dans le noir
[04:28.670]La lumière est lointaine
[04:30.320]Elle est inaccessible, intouchable
[04:33.020]Je suis ce que je resens
[04:34.270]Je suis ce que je vois
[04:35.680]Je suis ce que je crois
[04:37.090]Je suis ce que je resens
[04:39.060]Je suis ce que je crois
[04:40.480]Je suis ce que je vois
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