[00:20.610]When did you stop running through my mind
[00:25.429]How did I miss the change from easy all the time
[00:30.478]To something harder where I take all the blame
[00:35.522]I hadn't noticed till you said you did the same
[00:40.603]It's true the first year was too good
[00:43.068]False sense of hope for the future
[00:45.498]Never thought I'd feel indifferent
[00:48.133]If you pulled the curtains the end
[00:50.676]Back then I thought we could make it
[00:53.202]Think now its mind power wasted
[00:55.730]Are we too comfortable to ask for more
[01:00.830]We've been trying but we can't move forwards
[01:03.251]Conversations always turn into fights
[01:05.679]Kinda worried that there's no route for us
[01:08.110]I'm tired of tryna get it right
[01:10.887]Been keeping quiet but it feels like torture
[01:13.430]Saying nothing but you see it in my eyes
[01:15.975]If we say it out loud is it over?
[01:18.340]I'm tired of tryna get it right
[01:20.939]Sometimes I wish you would just make me hurt
[01:26.078]So I'd be forced to suck it up and adjust
[01:31.173]I'm being lazy can't be bothered to fight
[01:36.228]So I continue hoping you can read my mind
[01:41.171]It's true this doesn't feel right
[01:43.667]But I'm too scared to pick our last fight
[01:46.299]Never thought I would be this cautious
[01:48.715]I guess I'm worried that it's me who's caused this
[01:51.315]If so, I'll put the work in
[01:53.795]But it seems wrong to feel like I'm working
[01:56.443]Are we too comfortable to ask for more
[02:01.470]We've been trying but we can't move forwards
[02:04.019]Conversations always turn into fights
[02:06.438]Kinda worried that there's no route for us
[02:08.723]I'm tired of tryna get it right
[02:11.563]Been keeping quiet but it feels like torture
[02:14.050]Saying nothing but you see it in my eyes
[02:16.604]If we say it out loud is it over?
[02:18.812]I'm tired of tryna get it right
[02:21.668]Tired of tryna get it
[02:23.315]I'm so tired of tryna get it right
[02:26.443]Tired of tryna get it
[02:28.331]I'm so tired of tryna get it right
[02:31.484]Tired of tryna get it
[02:33.287]I'm so tired of tryna get it right
[02:36.523]Tired of tryna get it
[02:38.443]I'm so tired of tryna get it right
[02:42.423]I keep trusting nostalgia
[02:45.237]Keep hoping thats what we still are
[02:48.452]But I think we changed back there, not sure how far
[02:52.212]Can't lean on our sweet nostalgia
[02:55.195]Can't focus on what we were before
[02:58.893]I think we might need more
[03:02.227]We've been trying but we can't move forwards
[03:04.612]Conversations always turn into fights
[03:07.142]Kinda worried that there's no route for us
[03:09.347]I'm tired of tryna get it right
[03:12.204]Been keeping quiet but it feels like torture
[03:14.660]Saying nothing but you see it in my eyes
[03:17.221]If we say it out loud is it over?
[03:19.564]I'm tired of tryna get it right