[00:00.000] 作词 : Brandon Horth
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Brandon Horth
[00:09.460]Every day that I wake up
[00:11.519]I wake up in a nightmare
[00:13.803]Every day that I wake up
[00:15.882]I can never see quite clear
[00:18.061]When I look at my surroundings
[00:20.247]And everybody still doubts me
[00:22.385]I wanna live to hear a crowd sing
[00:24.568]All my lyrics so loudly
[00:26.304]I miss the time when we would all get together
[00:28.394]I guess it's fine but I really wish that we were better
[00:30.738]Real talksipping drinks without all the pressure
[00:32.840]Now everybody needs to think about posting whatever
[00:35.076]And people ask how I'm doing I've never been better
[00:37.140]That's really not a conversation I'm willing to enter
[00:39.319]How come we all continue forcing out all this pressure
[00:41.600]I'm just sick of these opinions and all of these lectures
[00:43.835]I need my space now
[00:45.455]So I can feel nothing
[00:47.687]I live this nightmare
[00:49.667]So I can feel something
[00:52.150]I do what I love
[00:53.473]And hope you will love me
[00:56.398]I face this nightmare
[00:58.155]No I am not running
[01:01.729]I'm scared of being rich
[01:03.862]I'm scared of being poor
[01:05.992]I'm scared of being lonely
[01:08.479]But I'm scared of being bored
[01:10.461]Sometimes I get really angry
[01:12.591]And I don't know why
[01:14.623]Sometimes I really do hate me
[01:16.853]Can't even pick my own sideyeah
[01:19.131]What is even going on
[01:20.806]Why the hell do I even write songs
[01:22.983]What the hell am I doing here man
[01:25.199]I guess I don't understand a thing damn
[01:27.454]Yeah or maybe ignorance is bliss
[01:29.731]Yo I'd rather land in the abyss
[01:32.118]And be aware of what I missed
[01:34.503]Especially if I quit
[01:36.079]Yeah they say that hell is your last day
[01:38.913]When you see what you could've became
[01:40.997]That day would drive me insane
[01:43.080]So I intend on staying my lane
[01:45.052]Yeah I picked a path and I picked the pain
[01:47.235]Yeah I want it bad that won't ever change
[01:49.160]Yeah sometimes I'm mad sometimes I'm okay
[01:51.344]Yeah I know I'll have what I want someday
[01:53.180]I need my space now
[01:55.209]So I can feel nothing
[01:57.446]I live this nightmare
[01:59.425]So I can feel something
[02:01.917]I do what I love
[02:03.341]And hope you will love me
[02:06.225]I face this nightmare
[02:08.252]No I am not running
[02:11.852]And it's hard to be okay
[02:14.083]When everything has changed
[02:15.912]Yeah, it's hard to be okay
[02:17.825]When I can see everything
[02:20.110]The best part of everyone's day
[02:22.348]Is on my iPhone on display
[02:24.552]No matter what I do can't get away
[02:26.724]This isn't healthy I don't feel the same
[02:28.706]Yo, and destiny is a weird thing
[02:30.843]Yeah, 'cause it's easier to believe
[02:33.024]Yeah, that everything is out of your hands
[02:34.520]It's part of a plan so there ain't no need to worry
[02:37.356]Uh, don't let your vision be blurry
[02:39.290]Yeah, lock in to your journey
[02:41.631]Yo, and you can start real early
[02:43.612]You can be thirteen or you could be thirty
[02:45.945]Uh, but it's your life to live yeah
[02:48.058]Yeah, so what you got to give huh
[02:50.144]Uh, you better get after it
[02:51.872]Don't you dare quit don't you dare kid
[02:54.094]You got dreams Then you're like me
[02:55.870]So try like me so fight like me
[02:58.450]Take a hold of your life and thrive like me
[03:00.586]You could put the nightmares to sleep like me