[00:00.000] 作曲 : Aaron Dessner/Ed Sheeran [00:01.325] Is this just getting older? [00:03.290] I can't get away from this rain [00:05.043] I'm starting to think that's it's me, and [00:06.673] I wanna just create things [00:08.095] But the longer it takes, I feel drained [00:09.780] Can't remember a day I've been sober [00:11.956] Not in a place to take blame [00:13.884] Any more weight, I might break [00:15.559] Tell me, do you feel the same? [00:17.106] Guess we all go the same way [00:18.715] I'm in a bit of a mess here [00:21.096] Count to ten and hope to disappear [00:22.827] [00:23.580] I never did my homework [00:25.629] Could I have been more than this? [00:27.863] Finding a way exist [00:28.889] Within a world with no risk [00:30.599] Forcing a shoe that won't fit [00:32.236] I spend most the day stoned and [00:34.448] Making excuses for it [00:36.292] Saying it helped to write this [00:37.965] But on the real, I'm tight lipped [00:39.596] Shooting a shot that I'll miss [00:41.914] And it's so far from near [00:44.080] Why the hell am I still here? [00:45.459] [00:45.933] This is not the end of our lives [00:48.088] This is just a bump in the ride [00:50.217] And I know that it will be alright [00:52.490] If it's not, then we're stuck, aren't we? [00:55.192] I can't help myself but cry [00:56.957] Every time that I realise [00:59.134] Maybe I'll never find my smile [01:01.404] But who's to blame? [01:03.128] Well, that's on me [01:04.086] Well, that's on me [01:06.610] Well, that's on me [01:07.440] [01:08.393] Now that the weather is colder [01:10.352] Nothing is masking this pain [01:12.219] The summer was here but won't stay [01:13.714] And we are inside like all day [01:15.373] Regretting the things that we say [01:17.032] And it takes a toll, yeah [01:19.353] The conversation won't end [01:21.093] Being a rock for your friends [01:22.796] Cracks on the surface don't mend [01:24.381] We only break, we don't bend [01:26.076] And you'd think it was so clear [01:28.358] But I can't see nothing but the fear [01:30.829] I'm feeling so bloated [01:32.821] Thinking a salad won't do [01:35.006] Might as well open up two [01:36.172] Locking myself in my room [01:37.878] Hoping that this all ends soon [01:39.572] And no one will notice [01:41.789] What I will put myself through [01:43.560] 'Cause they will hate themselves too [01:45.134] Isn't it mad what we do? [01:46.778] Pretending to win but just lose [01:48.467] And it's so far from near [01:50.777] Why the hell am I still here? [01:52.756] [01:53.195] This is not the end of our lives [01:55.351] This is just a bump in the ride [01:57.480] And I know that it will be alright [01:59.744] If it's not, then we're stuck, aren't we? [02:02.463] I can't help myself but cry [02:04.181] Every time that I realise [02:06.376] Maybe I'll never find my smile [02:08.652] But who's to blame? [02:10.341] Well, that's on me [02:11.390] Well, that's on me [02:13.840] Well, that's on me [02:14.773] [02:16.011] Too many things on my mind [02:17.745] To process moments of life [02:19.920] There's some days I lose my drive [02:22.359] Then some can't control the fire [02:24.753] I'm aware that things take time [02:26.659] But I'm not a patient guy [02:28.911] Maybe if I wait I'll find [02:31.186] Resemblance of peace of mind [02:33.629] But this is just getting older [02:35.651] Running away from my past [02:37.390] Knowing the calm it won't last [02:39.012] Being a mouse in this grass [02:40.717] Feeling the snakes behind us, and I'm searching for closure [02:44.553] But nothing is healing these scars [02:46.349] When I open up, they just laugh [02:47.867] Saying if they had just half [02:49.645] Then nothing would ever be dark [02:51.272] Is it new me, new year [02:53.531] Or just the same old blue sphere? [02:55.762] [02:56.031] This is not the end of our lives [02:58.102] This is just a bump in the ride [03:00.233] And I know that it will be alright [03:02.550] If it's not, then we're stuck, aren't we? [03:05.068] I can't help myself but cry [03:06.973] Every time that I realise [03:09.190] Maybe I'll never find my smile [03:11.511] But who's to blame? [03:13.097] Well, that's on me [03:14.200] Well, that's on me [03:16.519] Well, that's on me [03:18.488] Well, that's on me