[00:00.000] 作曲 : Aaron Dessner/Ed Sheeran
[00:00.082] Is this just gettin' older?
[00:01.986] I can't get away from this rain
[00:04.025] I'm startin' to think that it's me
[00:05.580] And I wanna just create things
[00:07.093] But the longer it takes, I feel drained
[00:08.692] Can't remember a day I've been sober
[00:10.279] Not in a place to take blame
[00:11.946] Any more weight, I might break
[00:14.057] Tell me, do you feel the same?
[00:15.687] Guess we all go the same way
[00:17.215] I'm in a bit of a mess here
[00:18.821] I count to ten and I hope to disappear
[00:21.411] I never I did my homework
[00:22.956] Could I have been more than this?
[00:25.105] Findin' a way to exist
[00:26.714] Within a world with no risk
[00:28.222] Forcin' a shoe that won't fit
[00:28.819] I spend most the days stoned
[00:31.593] And makin' excuses for it
[00:33.716] Sayin', "It helped to write this"
[00:35.296] But on the real, I'm tight-lipped
[00:36.971] Shootin' the shot that I'll miss
[00:37.804]
[00:39.045] And it's so far from near
[00:41.121] Why the hell am I still here?
[00:41.731]
[00:42.996] This is not the end of our lives
[00:45.010] This is just a bump in the ride
[00:45.535] And I know that it will be alright
[00:48.264] And if it's not, then we're ****ed, aren't we?
[00:50.838] I can't help myself but cry every time that I realise
[00:51.482] Maybe I'll never find my smile
[00:55.631] But who's to blame? Well, that's on me
[00:57.140]
[00:58.794] Well, that's on me, well, that's on me
[01:00.867]
[01:03.979] Now that the weather is colder
[01:05.666] Nothin' is maskin' this pain
[01:07.300] The summer was here, but won't stay
[01:08.851] And we are inside, like, all day
[01:10.458] Regrettin' the things that we say
[01:12.599] And it takes a toll, yeah
[01:14.204] The conversation won't end
[01:15.731] Bein' a rock for your friends
[01:17.236] Cracks in the surface don't mend
[01:18.824] We only break, we don't bend
[01:20.913] And you'd think it was so clear
[01:22.451] But I can't see nothin' but the fear
[01:25.502] I'm feelin' so bloated
[01:27.016] Thinkin' a salad won't do
[01:29.143] Might as well open up two
[01:30.850] Lockin' myself in my room
[01:32.490] Hopin' that this'll end soon
[01:34.053] And no one will notice
[01:36.153] What I will put myself through
[01:36.711] 'Cause they will hate themselves too
[01:37.926] Isn't it mad what we do?
[01:39.146] Pretendin' to win, but just lose
[01:41.215]
[01:41.793] And it's so far from near
[01:43.811] Why the hell am I still here?
[01:44.374]
[01:45.720] This is not the end of our lives
[01:47.675] This is just a bump in the ride
[01:49.285] And I know that it will be alright
[01:50.789] And if it's not, then we're ****ed, aren't we?
[01:53.893] I can't help myself but cry every time that I realise
[01:56.527] Maybe I'll never find my smile
[01:58.079] But who's to blame? Well, that's on me
[02:01.223]
[02:02.740] Well, that's on me, well, that's on me
[02:04.403]
[02:06.080] Too many things on my mind
[02:08.097] To process moments of life
[02:10.701] There's some days I lose my drive
[02:12.347] Then, some, can't control the fire
[02:13.992] I'm aware that things take time
[02:17.233] But I'm not a patient guy
[02:19.307] Maybe, if I wait, I'll find
[02:20.886] Resemblance of peace of mind
[02:22.643]
[02:23.224] This is just gettin' older
[02:25.229] Runnin' away from our past
[02:26.736] Knowin', the calm, it won't last
[02:28.337] Bein' a mouse in this grass
[02:30.340] Feelin' the snakes behind us
[02:30.901] And I'm searchin' for closure
[02:33.086] But nothin' is healin' these scars
[02:34.705] When I open up, they just laugh
[02:36.233] Sayin' if they had just half
[02:37.770] Then nothin' would ever be dark
[02:39.370]
[02:40.459] Is it, "New me, new year"
[02:41.018] Or just the same old blue sphere?
[02:43.201]
[02:44.032] This is not the end of our lives
[02:45.273] This is just a bump in the ride
[02:47.674] And I know that it will be alright
[02:49.769] And, if it's not, then we're ****ed, aren't we?
[02:51.772] I can't help myself but cry every time that I realise
[02:54.346] Maybe I'll never find my smile
[02:55.851] But who's to blame? Well, that's on me
[02:57.434]
[03:00.553] Well, that's on me, well, that's on me
[03:04.857] Well, that's on me