[00:00.000] 作词 : Charlton Howard/Elisha Herbert/Billy Walsh/TJ Mizell/Austin Howard
[00:00.221] 作曲 : Charlton Howard/Elisha Herbert/Billy Walsh/TJ Mizell/Austin Howard
[00:00.442] Um, the first time I was heartbroken
[00:04.336] I was fifteen
[00:07.915] And he was two years older than me
[00:09.983] And I thought he was the coolest guy in the world because he could drive
[00:13.951] He absolutely ripped my heart out
[00:16.953] And still to this day, I don't know if it was love
[00:22.731] And I don't know if I've ever felt love
[00:27.914] And I don't think I will know until the day I die
[00:30.559]
[00:32.265] The first time I ever lost somebody super close to me was my Aunt Patty
[00:36.367] She got cancer when I was really young
[00:38.952] She fought hard but ended up passing
[00:41.256] And I remember her final day, she was really skinny and sickly
[00:45.232] Talkin' 'bout how precious life was and how she didn't wanna go
[00:48.875] Really put everything in perspective for me
[00:51.626] She was younger than I am now
[00:53.356]
[00:54.920] Y'know, I remember the first time I got the news that I was gonna be a dad
[00:59.829] While I was actually landing in Dallas for my great-grandmother's funeral
[01:05.082] And I remember landing and getting a text from Koa's mom
[01:09.137] Just being like, "Hey, call me immediately, like, I have to talk to you"
[01:13.908] And, uh, she was like, "I'm pregnant, we're- we're gonna have a kid"
[01:17.792] And the mixed emotions I can't even begin to explain, like
[01:21.725] Just losing one of the strongest members of our family
[01:24.965] And, also, gaining a member of the family
[01:28.008]
[01:28.658] I remember the first time I had to make a big move was when I was moving from Sydney to LA
[01:34.163] With my older brother LAROI
[01:36.459] And I remember, at first, I was just like, really, really angry with LAROI and mom
[01:41.944] Just like, losing it, 'cause I was like, moving away from all of my friends, cousins and all my relatives, and everything
[01:48.931] Like, it hurt, you know
[01:52.091] But I realize that if they didn't move me out, I probably would've been a completely different person
[01:58.654] And like I would've been raised completely differently and whatever
[02:02.083] But yeah, that was my first time