[00:00.000] 作词 : Charlton Howard/Michael Gordon
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Charlton Howard/Michael Gordon
[00:10.583] Yeah
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[00:13.383] Growing up, I used to wanna be my uncle Wayne
[00:16.635] Until I saw his body layin' in the grave (Rest in peace)
[00:19.649] Growing up, I used to want a Jeep Wrangler (Haha)
[00:23.170] Until I got to drive a Range
[00:25.463] Growing up, I used to have a lot of friends (**** 'em all)
[00:28.805] Until I saw the money change 'em
[00:31.436] Growing up, I used to want a lot of hoes
[00:34.511] Until I met Ben Franklin (Haha)
[00:36.794] I'm writin' this from a place that you ain't heard about
[00:39.770] And you can only come here through the word of mouth (That's real)
[00:42.764] Growing up, I used to tell my ma, "I'll work it out"
[00:45.306] I worked it out, but now, still, somehow shit ain't working out (Real shit)
[00:48.201] Growing up, I watched my favorite rappers' interviews
[00:51.097] I ain't believe 'em when they said it ain't all what it seems
[00:54.484] But now I'm here and realize they were tellin' truth
[00:56.953] 'Cause you sacrificed yourself for everybody's needs by any means
[01:00.251] I'm married to the game for this diamond ring
[01:02.576] And I spend more time with her than anybody else, it seems
[01:05.461] Courtside with my bitch, we can't see the nosebleeds
[01:08.378] Afterparty, Bootsy Bellows, hoes make they nose bleed
[01:11.251] Always stressin' 'bout my brother, I know this shit hard on him
[01:14.124] Always stressin' 'bout my mama, but I know that God got her
[01:17.008] I'm stressin' out more now than what I did at rock-bottom
[01:19.847] And I'm blowin' more clouds, hopin' that'll help stop it
[01:22.804] It's all smoke and mirrors with these bitches
[01:24.944] It's all smoke and mirrors with 'em all (For real, haha)
[01:28.928] Promised the world and delivered me an atlas
[01:31.991] But I guess that's how it goes
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[01:35.212] Ooh, I don't know why I can't believe it (Oh, yeah)
[01:43.400] Oh, nothin' ever is in season, oh (Ooh)
[01:49.214] I thought my nightmares were my dreams (Ooh, I don't believe)
[01:54.433] This ain't what it seems, no, no
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[01:58.772] Hey Charlton, been tryin' to call
[02:01.224] It's Mom
[02:02.723] Just wanted to check up and say, "I miss you"
[02:05.998] Call me back when you get a chance
[02:08.140] Love you
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[02:09.306] We been to hell and back together, you're my closest friend (Uh)
[02:13.195] Shit, you probably know me better than
[02:15.505] I know myself, and you're the reason why I never rest
[02:18.413] I walk into the crib, high as hell, head full of stress
[02:21.195] I love you even though sometimes I forget to text
[02:24.101] I'd give everything even if it means I have nothing left
[02:27.302] And even at your worst, for us, you tried your best
[02:29.810] And all this shit that we went through together, I just won't forget
[02:32.957] You check me when I spend lots of money that I make
[02:35.739] You tell me you won't ever let me make the same mistakes
[02:38.612] You makin' sure we had it good, and then we lost it all
[02:41.555] A year later, hidin' narcotics in the wall
[02:44.306] Of the apartment we was livin' in, in King's Cross
[02:48.388] Always thought my uncle was a boss
[02:50.347] But now he up with God, I thought he was invincible
[02:53.221] Ninth grade, turned around and said, "**** my principal", and dropped out
[02:56.615] And this was at the time that we ain't have a house
[02:58.690] And me and you was sleepin' on the separate ends of Louie's couch
[03:01.798] I would go to JD's to make music, end up passing out and wake up with my back sore
[03:06.205] Callin', tryna figure out just where you at, shit made me mad
[03:10.669] Seein' you in the back of the ambulance, to the hospital
[03:14.206] I thought you weren't comin' back
[03:16.099] Next mornin', walked in just like nothing happened
[03:19.029] You'd never admit the problems that you had
[03:21.754] And tell me that I'm bein' crazy if I ever asked
[03:24.754] But now I got my own problems, and I understand
[03:27.420] 'Cause I try to protect you from anything bad (I understand)
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[03:31.509] Ooh, I don't know why I can't believe it (Oh, yeah)
[03:39.713] Oh, nothin' ever is in season, oh (Ooh)
[03:45.597] I thought my nightmares were my dreams (Ooh, I don't believe)
[03:50.809] This ain't what it seems, no, no