[00:00.000] 作词 : Colson Baker/Michael Lamar White IV/SlimXX/Charlie Handsome [00:15.918] Leave me out to dry and rot [00:19.801] Obviously I cry a lot [00:23.974] Want me to be what I am not [00:27.934] Stuck in my head, I try a lot [00:30.773] [00:31.330] I can't quiet my thoughts [00:33.250] Don't let them out this Pandoras Box [00:35.121] I ruined my wedding, now I wish I had a rope so I could still tie the knot [00:39.096] Leave my body cold as the North [00:41.127] Hangin' from the ceiling fan, spinnin' in circles [00:43.304] Die young, leave a beautiful corpse [00:45.039] I know that it's selfish, but it ain't to hurt you [00:47.268] I needed some peace from the war in my head I've been fighting for twenty years [00:50.963] Way too much PTSD to smile about anything, even if I had veneers [00:54.807] Only therapy that's workin' is when I'm on this microphone with my engineer [00:58.732] These songs are the only way that I can communicate with you when I'm no longer here [01:03.212] And fear of loneliness is solely responsible for why I ran everyone away [01:07.297] Searchin' for paradise when I was already in it is why it got took away [01:11.378] All that I ask is if I make it to Heaven from this life, I don't have to press replay [01:15.392] All I'm askin' you after a life of sinning if it's ever too late to pray? [01:19.055] [01:19.961] Leave me out to dry and rot [01:23.764] Obviously I cry a lot [01:27.757] Want me to be what I am not [01:31.932] Stuck in my head, I try a lot [01:35.104] [01:35.884] Mmm [01:39.868] Mmm [01:43.821] Mmm [01:51.925] Mmm-oh [01:59.952] Mmm-oh