With no hopes and my will to live Barely a care in this world to me I found a way, kidnapped and confined Within a system designed To destroy the innocent child that I use to be It stripped me mentally naked Embarrassing my mommas first born Did I deserve that kind of fate? Was all that was happening to me Really written in the powerful And almighty book of life? I don't think so my tears would Soak the pages that I write upon If I couldn't close the windows To my soul and stand strong In the midst of these storms Maybe my story is in some way Or another familiar with yours Is that why this ain't even a song But yet you still, you wanna here this once more I play this every time I wanna reflect from Which I've come from, to help me see Where it is I'm trying to go and even though Grandma and our sisters left me some time ago I still go by and sit on the front porch As if I don't even know but I'm getting better My mom, my two sisters, Ebony and TanyaDestiny, man, I got Mikey and Shocker now My homeboyz and those That love me regardless Diary of a sinner, another entry I guess I'll finish this tomorrow
With no hopes and my will to live Barely a care in this world to me I found a way, kidnapped and confined Within a system designed To destroy the innocent child that I use to be It stripped me mentally naked Embarrassing my mommas first born Did I deserve that kind of fate? Was all that was happening to me Really written in the powerful And almighty book of life? I don't think so my tears would Soak the pages that I write upon If I couldn't close the windows To my soul and stand strong In the midst of these storms Maybe my story is in some way Or another familiar with yours Is that why this ain't even a song But yet you still, you wanna here this once more I play this every time I wanna reflect from Which I've come from, to help me see Where it is I'm trying to go and even though Grandma and our sisters left me some time ago I still go by and sit on the front porch As if I don't even know but I'm getting better My mom, my two sisters, Ebony and TanyaDestiny, man, I got Mikey and Shocker now My homeboyz and those That love me regardless Diary of a sinner, another entry I guess I'll finish this tomorrow
