For the times that you took care of me when I was sick For the times that you provided, Lord knows we weren’t rich For the times I needed money and you helped me out For the times I was in trouble and you bailed me out I know that you’re not perfect, I know you’ve tried your best The reality is that we live in this giant mess And it’s only getting worse, I’m sure you can tell But you don’t even realize that you put me through hell And I don’t know what I’m doing, sometimes I think I’m ruined And I blame you, and I hate you, but I love you, It’s stupid Try not to be a victim, but I never had a system I only had myself for far back as I can vision I left home at 17, try not to sugar coat it But I wonder sometimes if my momma even noticed Did my family even care, were any of you there When I slept on the floor of that apartment and on the stairs Was so scared and embarrassed I knew that it’s apparent It’s clear I’ve got some issues And I blame my lack of parents You swear that it’s all in my head, I guess it’s crazy To refuse to be just like you, and want more than you gave me So hate me, call my phone to curse me out Dig up all my dirt, put it online and search it out Cut me with a knife, if it helps you sleep at night But I don’t want to fight, Mom I know it isn’t right
Oh momma, just saying I love ya’ Inside there’s so much pain Could you make it go away Oh momma, no one above ya’ Pick me up when I am down Need you to hear me now Oh momma
Momma I know you’re hearing this, it’s your oldest son If only things were different but decisions now are old and done I try to stay strong but I feel like I’m the only one Miss my family, brothers, cousins, I’m over run By the hurt and emotions, every holiday spent alone It’s atrocious how things unfolded, and now we can’t unfold it Feel like an orphan in this world, no way to change it I get hurt and turn away but it’s time to turn back and face it What happens when I have kids of my own And they wonder why it’s just mommy and daddy alone I don’t know how to change it yo’, I guess I only know That I can’t just walk away or just let it go And sometimes I get so lonely, And I just want back my family But damn it, it’s a fantasy, I’m canned in this calamity I’m stranded and I’m damned to be, the damage of your damage spree This hand that you have dealt me, isn’t helping, you can’t even see
Momma, just saying I love ya’ Inside there’s so much pain Could you make it go away Oh momma, no one above ya’ Pick me up when I am down Need you to hear me now Oh momma
Hush little baby, don’t you cry (Momma) Momma’s gonna sing, a lullaby (Mamma where are you) Momma’s gonna take, away the pain Momma’s gonna make, it go away ( I can’t find you) Hush little baby, don’t you cry (Momma) Momma’s gonna sing, a lullaby (Momma) Momma’s gonna take, away the pain Momma’s gonna make, it go away
I know you had good intentions, this never was planned But sometimes you have to own the situation at hand The damage was done, I wish you knew how I feel And we can’t make it disappear but we can start to rebuild But you don’t even think that you did anything wrong You won’t even acknowledge the words to this song So I stay distant and I stay gone I wipe my tears, and just move on Momma
[00:00.000] 作曲 : Steven D Cooper [00:25.51] [00:29.91]For the times that you took care of me when I was sick [00:33.19]For the times that you provided, Lord knows we weren’t rich [00:36.29]For the times I needed money and you helped me out [00:39.27]For the times I was in trouble and you bailed me out [00:42.00]I know that you’re not perfect, I know you’ve tried your best [00:45.14]The reality is that we live in this giant mess [00:48.13]And it’s only getting worse, I’m sure you can tell [00:50.87]But you don’t even realize that you put me through hell [00:54.04]And I don’t know what I’m doing, sometimes I think I’m ruined [00:57.10]And I blame you, and I hate you, but I love you, It’s stupid [01:00.12]Try not to be a victim, but I never had a system [01:03.12]I only had myself for far back as I can vision [01:06.25]I left home at 17, try not to sugar coat it [01:09.14]But I wonder sometimes if my momma even noticed [01:12.01]Did my family even care, were any of you there [01:14.87]When I slept on the floor of that apartment and on the stairs [01:18.11]Was so scared and embarrassed [01:19.74]I knew that it’s apparent [01:21.00]It’s clear I’ve got some issues [01:22.55]And I blame my lack of parents [01:24.02]You swear that it’s all in my head, I guess it’s crazy [01:26.88]To refuse to be just like you, and want more than you gave me [01:29.99]So hate me, call my phone to curse me out [01:32.80]Dig up all my dirt, put it online and search it out [01:35.93]Cut me with a knife, if it helps you sleep at night [01:38.79]But I don’t want to fight, Mom I know it isn’t right [01:41.88] [01:42.24]Oh momma, just saying I love ya’ [01:47.63]Inside there’s so much pain [01:50.57]Could you make it go away [01:53.67]Oh momma, no one above ya’ [01:59.68]Pick me up when I am down [02:02.54]Need you to hear me now [02:05.17]Oh momma [02:06.28] [02:06.46]Momma I know you’re hearing this, it’s your oldest son [02:08.47]If only things were different but decisions now are old and done [02:11.34]I try to stay strong but I feel like I’m the only one [02:14.06]Miss my family, brothers, cousins, I’m over run [02:17.47]By the hurt and emotions, every holiday spent alone [02:20.52]It’s atrocious how things unfolded, and now we can’t unfold it [02:23.98]Feel like an orphan in this world, no way to change it [02:26.74]I get hurt and turn away but it’s time to turn back and face it [02:30.13]What happens when I have kids of my own [02:32.27]And they wonder why it’s just mommy and daddy alone [02:35.48]I don’t know how to change it yo’, I guess I only know [02:38.44]That I can’t just walk away or just let it go [02:41.28]And sometimes I get so lonely, And I just want back my family [02:44.60]But damn it, it’s a fantasy, I’m canned in this calamity [02:47.44]I’m stranded and I’m damned to be, the damage of your damage spree [02:50.69]This hand that you have dealt me, isn’t helping, you can’t even see [02:53.55] [02:53.84]Momma, just saying I love ya’ [02:59.30]Inside there’s so much pain [03:02.19]Could you make it go away [03:05.29]Oh momma, no one above ya’ [03:12.12]Pick me up when I am down [03:15.06]Need you to hear me now [03:18.20]Oh momma [03:19.12] [03:19.32]Hush little baby, don’t you cry (Momma) [03:21.72]Momma’s gonna sing, a lullaby (Mamma where are you) [03:24.75]Momma’s gonna take, away the pain [03:27.69]Momma’s gonna make, it go away ( I can’t find you) [03:30.58]Hush little baby, don’t you cry (Momma) [03:33.50]Momma’s gonna sing, a lullaby (Momma) [03:36.56]Momma’s gonna take, away the pain [03:39.50]Momma’s gonna make, it go away [03:42.04] [03:42.39]I know you had good intentions, this never was planned [03:45.11]But sometimes you have to own the situation at hand [03:48.25]The damage was done, I wish you knew how I feel [03:51.03]And we can’t make it disappear but we can start to rebuild [03:53.94]But you don’t even think that you did anything wrong [03:57.07]You won’t even acknowledge the words to this song [04:00.34]So I stay distant and I stay gone [04:03.25]I wipe my tears, and just move on [04:06.18]Momma
