Sometimes i sit at home and wonder how it be if he had loved me truely loved me yes, i learned Awhile ago that kind of thing it never happens for me, and so i go around and just pretend love Is not for me i play the circus clown around my friends make them laugh and they wont see that U never let them see u sweat dont want them to think the pain runs deep, Lord know its killing me
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok im Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my Face...on my face singing, la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la Laaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone hopin he might call me but he dont call me but then i Realize dreams come true arent for girls like me not like me, and so i go around with my head Up like it aint no thing and when the boys around with all my friends im into other things cuz U never let them see u sweat dont want them to think the pain runs deep, lord knows its killing me
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok im Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my Face...on my face oooh Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth) its not the life that i Would choose but what else can i do if he dont love me no if he dont want me im not about to Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok im Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my Face...on my face oooh
singing, la la la, la la,
[00:12.189]Sometimes i sit at home and wonder how it be [00:17.879]if he had loved me truely loved me yes, i learned [00:26.579]Awhile ago that kind of thing it never happens for me, [00:36.590]and so i go around and just pretend love [00:41.400]Is not for me i play the circus clown around [00:46.520]my friends make them laugh and they wont see that [00:51.100]U never let them see u sweat [00:53.360]dont want them to think the pain runs deep, [00:59.470]Lord know its killing me [01:01.450] [01:04.660]So i put on my make up put a smile on my face [01:12.350]and if anyone ask me everything is ok im [01:19.600]Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me [01:26.100]cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my [01:31.650]Face...on my face singing, [01:37.759]la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la [01:47.800]Laaaa [01:49.560] [01:51.650]Sometimes i sit at home by the phone hopin [01:57.360]he might call me but he dont call me but then i [02:04.400]Realize dreams come true arent for girls like me [02:12.809]not like me, and so i go around with my head [02:19.349]Up like it aint no thing and when the boys around [02:24.599]with all my friends im into other things cuz [02:29.939]U never let them see u sweat dont want them [02:33.859]to think the pain runs deep, lord knows its killing me [02:40.918] [02:44.649]So i put on my make up put [02:49.189]a smile on my face and if [02:52.819]anyone ask me everything is ok im [02:58.929]Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me [03:05.990]cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my [03:13.809]Face...on my face oooh [03:17.149]Its not easy (thing to do) [03:17.599] [03:21.169]sometimes its hard to (face the truth) [03:23.579]its not the life that i [03:25.789]Would choose but what else can i do if [03:30.990]he dont love me no if [03:33.349]he dont want me im not about to [03:37.999]Sit around let myself go (gooooo) [03:44.280] [03:44.739]So i put on my make up put [03:49.329]a smile on my face and if [03:52.609]anyone ask me everything is ok im [03:58.779]Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me [04:04.969]cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my [04:11.399]Face...on my face oooh [04:17.499] [04:19.519]singing, la la la, la la,
