Living with the memory in the glass Everything is so white in the past Cant see, everything I try to be Just ends up failing in front of me
Brown hair, brown eyes You can’t compare someone’s soul by size So I’m living with the floorboards Buried with our childhood lies
Out by the back were our dog used to sing Place me next to him Well never speak of this again.
I found lust in petty smiles I got lost in you for awhile The ghost by the chair Looking at us still pulling out my hair I was the residence of your bed The emotions you never fed Even at this point in life My psychiatrist says I was better off dead
So little birch, come grow on my spine Be the one who says you’ll always be mine But the fire inside, never burns that bright Dim with the shadows, a soul not in sight
Being a wall flower is far from new to me Its blasphemy thinking this is what love could be Suicidal thoughts creeping up the back my neck Hanging the noose with good intentions and a welfare check
Maybe I’ve just been wishing too much Maybe I’ve just been wishing
Living with the memory in the glass Everything is so white in the past Cant see, everything I try to be Just ends up failing in front of me
Brown hair, brown eyes You can’t compare someone’s soul by size So I’m living with the floorboards Buried with our childhood lies
Ill park in the drive way Where this rain never seems to end Flooded gutters, flooded eyes Stories of a time when we can mend But seriously since when did anxiety become too much to swallow My back burner is burning a hole Straight through my bones leaving me hollow
I guess I’m just calling Just to say I’ve been thinking a lot lately With dreams of dying I was stupid to think that you would change me I became used to breathing nicotine Every time our lips seem to touch I guess this is a stretch But black lungs never really meant much.
I never did really mean that much did I I never really meant that much to you.
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