I've got this self destructive energy Text my ex and regret it immediately End up in somebody's bed and wake up hating me, hating me Scrolling through my phone God knows how many hours It's been at least a couple days since I've taken a shower Biting my nails, my room is a mess And I know exactly what's coming next I've got this cabin fever Wanna dig myself down deeper My alter ego is a grim reaper But staying home is so much cheaper I've got this self destructive energy Text my ex and regret it immediately End up in somebody's bed and wake up hating me Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy I've got a crash and burn kind of tendency Call my mom, pick a fight Buy some shit I don't need And I could skip this hangover that'll last for a week Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy Water in my cup but I wish it was stronger I've got to keep myself together just a little bit longer I'm standing right on the edge, the tensions a thread And I know exactly what's coming next I've got this tantrum temper Finger on a hairpin trigger My alter ego is a buzz killer Don't want to be the one to tell her though I've got this self destructive energy Text my ex and regret it immediately End up in somebody's bed and wake up hating me Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy I've got a crash and burn kind of tendency Call my mom, pick a fight Buy some shit I don't need And I could skip this hangover that'll last for a week Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy I'm starting to spiral I'm checking my vitals Oh oh The panics attacking I'm overreacting Oh oh Feels like I'm dying I wake up and I'm fine then I'll do it all again tomorrow though I've got this self destructive energy Text my ex and regret it immediately End up in somebody's bed and wake up hating me Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy I've got a crash and burn kind of tendency Call my mom, pick a fight Buy some shit I don't need And I could skip this hangover that'll last for a week Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy
[00:00.799]I've got this self destructive energy [00:03.466]Text my ex and regret it immediately [00:07.171]End up in somebody's bed and wake up hating me, hating me [00:11.421]Scrolling through my phone [00:14.877]God knows how many hours [00:16.734]It's been at least a couple days since I've taken a shower [00:20.187]Biting my nails, my room is a mess [00:22.588]And I know exactly what's coming next [00:26.561]I've got this cabin fever [00:29.757]Wanna dig myself down deeper [00:35.075]My alter ego is a grim reaper [00:37.726]But staying home is so much cheaper [00:41.183]I've got this self destructive energy [00:44.635]Text my ex and regret it immediately [00:47.819]End up in somebody's bed and wake up hating me [00:51.008]Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy [00:54.456]I've got a crash and burn kind of tendency [00:57.915]Call my mom, pick a fight [00:59.766]Buy some shit I don't need [01:01.633]And I could skip this hangover that'll last for a week [01:04.819]Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy [01:08.278]Water in my cup but I wish it was stronger [01:10.921]I've got to keep myself together just a little bit longer [01:14.374]I'm standing right on the edge, the tensions a thread [01:17.826]And I know exactly what's coming next [01:21.014]I've got this tantrum temper [01:23.937]Finger on a hairpin trigger [01:28.452]My alter ego is a buzz killer [01:32.439]Don't want to be the one to tell her though [01:35.370]I've got this self destructive energy [01:39.076]Text my ex and regret it immediately [01:42.530]End up in somebody's bed and wake up hating me [01:45.717]Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy [01:49.455]I've got a crash and burn kind of tendency [01:52.655]Call my mom, pick a fight [01:54.796]Buy some shit I don't need [01:56.396]And I could skip this hangover that'll last for a week [01:59.588]Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy [02:03.061]I'm starting to spiral [02:04.128]I'm checking my vitals [02:05.186]Oh oh [02:06.001]The panics attacking [02:07.066]I'm overreacting [02:08.390]Oh oh [02:09.197]Feels like I'm dying [02:10.515]I wake up and I'm fine then [02:12.108]I'll do it all again tomorrow though [02:16.094]I've got this self destructive energy [02:19.566]Text my ex and regret it immediately [02:23.296]End up in somebody's bed and wake up hating me [02:26.486]Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy [02:29.671]I've got a crash and burn kind of tendency [02:33.136]Call my mom, pick a fight [02:34.733]Buy some shit I don't need [02:36.605]And I could skip this hangover that'll last for a week [02:40.052]Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy
