作词 : Mason Sacks/Kentrell Gaulden/Thomas Horton/Sterling Reynolds/Jason Goldberg 作曲 : Mason Sacks/Kentrell Gaulden/Thomas Horton/Sterling Reynolds/Jason Goldberg [Intro] Hmm (It's Top, nigga) Oh, oh, I ain't sung in so long
[Chorus] Never knew how hard it'd get Never knew it'd come to this Real dark places, where I've been After all, I'm amazed that I conquered it
[Verse 1] Came from them shootouts, tell 'em book the stage Ready for to blow the roof off Walk from out my cage, tell my celly that I moved out I ain't notice I was ****in' up my life, but that they knew about it (Lil Top, Lil Top) Grandpa, how you been, man? Made 25, doin' time, I'm a grown man Stare inside my eyes, tell no lies, I was fumblin' I was totin' that fire, rollin' hard off of one Xan' Tryna find my way without no compass I wake up everyday, ****in' up my cake by doin' dumb shit Tell that last ho she was fake, "You ain't my bae, you ain't no woman" I was ****ed up 'bout a fate, look at my face, this shit ain't funny I was chasin' after somethin' that I ain't wanted I said I'll face it head on, ain't no runnin' I'm the king of the jungle with some prisoners, end up rumblin' Had to learn everything ain't finna get solved with my money I got it all, but tell God I'm needin' something
[Chorus] Never knew how hard it'd get Never knew it'd come to this Real dark places, where I've been After all, I'm amazed that I conquered it
[Refrain] Woah, oh-oh, oh I don't know what it is holdin' my soul But I won't give in no more, oh, oh I gotta go big for my kids, you gon' hear it in these songs
[Verse 2] On top that mountain, I smoke K2 And know them pills? I popped that I hear somethin' wrong that I don't like, I just say, “Where my Glock at?” People come around just for my lifestyle, thinkin' clear I ain't like that Don't none of these people 'posed to be 'round, where the **** my sister at? Same day, I give 'em fifty grand, same day, they stealin' out my bag Same day, I pop like twenty Xans and don't remember where I'm at But I said no more Go and buy a brand-new home with new locks on the door Got a brand-new phone, out of contact with them hoes Private-seat jet I done flown with my wife chasin' loads Young thug nigga said the life, he don't need no more Still gon' ride with the sword, I say this my choice
[Refrain] Woah, oh-oh, oh I don't know what it is holdin' my soul (I don't know, I don't know) But I won't give in no more, oh, oh I gotta go big for my kids, you gon' hear it in these songs
[Verse 3] I got the key, I'ma pop my shit, you try to stop, get knocked, bitch We gon' start this shit off with some shots, already know how Top get (Get) Tell 'em it's been hard for me to cope, I don't give no **** about no ho My son mama snortin' dope I ain't fallin' off, too many flows I'm hearin' shit about my four, know with the five where I reside You could see the pain all in my eyes Know you see the growth, the way I stride I done made it out, but most them nights, inside, I sat up and I cried I been holdin' on for the longest, I ain't have no seatbelt on the ride I'll grab them sticks and I'll ride, what you know about that? Nigga played, I murdered most of them guys, I ain't gotta speak about that I was bumpin' Peep when I was high, gone off of styrofoam bad Admittin' I'm tired, you got it, gangster, I ain't tryna be with all that
[Chorus] Never knew how hard it'd get Never knew it'd come to this Real dark places, where I've been After all, amazed that I conquered it
[Refrain] Oh-oh-oh, oh I don't know what it is holdin' my soul I'm not givin' in no more, oh, oh Gotta go big for my kids, you gon' hear it in these songs
[00:00.000] 作词 : Mason Sacks/Kentrell Gaulden/Thomas Horton/Sterling Reynolds/Jason Goldberg [00:01.000] 作曲 : Mason Sacks/Kentrell Gaulden/Thomas Horton/Sterling Reynolds/Jason Goldberg [00:05.755][Intro] [00:11.161]Hmm (It's Top, nigga) [00:16.812]Oh, oh, I ain't sung in so long [00:21.755] [00:22.004][Chorus] [00:22.691]Never knew how hard it'd get [00:25.332]Never knew it'd come to this [00:28.167]Real dark places, where I've been [00:30.805]After all, I'm amazed that I conquered it [00:33.649] [00:34.449][Verse 1] [00:34.588]Came from them shootouts, tell 'em book the stage [00:36.727]Ready for to blow the roof off [00:39.325]Walk from out my cage, tell my celly that I moved out [00:42.232]I ain't notice I was ****in' up my life, but that they knew about it (Lil Top, Lil Top) [00:45.397]Grandpa, how you been, man? [00:46.824]Made 25, doin' time, I'm a grown man [00:49.585]Stare inside my eyes, tell no lies, I was fumblin' [00:52.381]I was totin' that fire, rollin' hard off of one Xan' [00:55.154]Tryna find my way without no compass [00:57.220]I wake up everyday, ****in' up my cake by doin' dumb shit [00:59.820]Tell that last ho she was fake, "You ain't my bae, you ain't no woman" [01:02.554]I was ****ed up 'bout a fate, look at my face, this shit ain't funny [01:05.405]I was chasin' after somethin' that I ain't wanted [01:07.484]I said I'll face it head on, ain't no runnin' [01:10.579]I'm the king of the jungle with some prisoners, end up rumblin' [01:13.542]Had to learn everything ain't finna get solved with my money [01:16.663]I got it all, but tell God I'm needin' something [01:19.028] [01:19.246][Chorus] [01:19.440]Never knew how hard it'd get [01:22.111]Never knew it'd come to this [01:24.513]Real dark places, where I've been [01:27.276]After all, I'm amazed that I conquered it [01:29.810] [01:30.017][Refrain] [01:30.386]Woah, oh-oh, oh [01:33.130]I don't know what it is holdin' my soul [01:35.824]But I won't give in no more, oh, oh [01:38.552]I gotta go big for my kids, you gon' hear it in these songs [01:41.302] [01:41.503][Verse 2] [01:41.712]On top that mountain, I smoke K2 [01:42.902]And know them pills? I popped that [01:44.224]I hear somethin' wrong that I don't like, I just say, “Where my Glock at?” [01:46.970]People come around just for my lifestyle, thinkin' clear I ain't like that [01:49.660]Don't none of these people 'posed to be 'round, where the **** my sister at? [01:52.603]Same day, I give 'em fifty grand, same day, they stealin' out my bag [01:55.382]Same day, I pop like twenty Xans and don't remember where I'm at [01:58.165]But I said no more [02:01.028]Go and buy a brand-new home with new locks on the door [02:03.701]Got a brand-new phone, out of contact with them hoes [02:06.619]Private-seat jet I done flown with my wife chasin' loads [02:09.390]Young thug nigga said the life, he don't need no more [02:12.381]Still gon' ride with the sword, I say this my choice [02:15.077] [02:15.288][Refrain] [02:15.496]Woah, oh-oh, oh [02:18.270]I don't know what it is holdin' my soul (I don't know, I don't know) [02:21.034]But I won't give in no more, oh, oh [02:23.564]I gotta go big for my kids, you gon' hear it in these songs [02:26.216] [02:26.464][Verse 3] [02:26.681]I got the key, I'ma pop my shit, you try to stop, get knocked, bitch [02:29.099]We gon' start this shit off with some shots, already know how Top get (Get) [02:31.889]Tell 'em it's been hard for me to cope, I don't give no **** about no ho [02:33.875]My son mama snortin' dope [02:36.233]I ain't fallin' off, too many flows [02:37.693]I'm hearin' shit about my four, know with the five where I reside [02:40.500]You could see the pain all in my eyes [02:43.289]Know you see the growth, the way I stride [02:45.275]I done made it out, but most them nights, inside, I sat up and I cried [02:46.104]I been holdin' on for the longest, I ain't have no seatbelt on the ride [02:48.911]I'll grab them sticks and I'll ride, what you know about that? [02:51.599]Nigga played, I murdered most of them guys, I ain't gotta speak about that [02:54.378]I was bumpin' Peep when I was high, gone off of styrofoam bad [02:57.206]Admittin' I'm tired, you got it, gangster, I ain't tryna be with all that [02:59.292] [02:59.466][Chorus] [03:00.701]Never knew how hard it'd get [03:02.913]Never knew it'd come to this [03:05.821]Real dark places, where I've been [03:08.577]After all, amazed that I conquered it [03:11.133] [03:11.362][Refrain] [03:12.123]Oh-oh-oh, oh [03:14.788]I don't know what it is holdin' my soul [03:17.329]I'm not givin' in no more, oh, oh [03:20.302]Gotta go big for my kids, you gon' hear it in these songs
