Look I just shed tears homie and now I ain't too proud to admit it Just seen my father for the first time in a minute And when I say a minute I mean years man Damn a whale could have swam in them tears fam Cause as I left them I reflected on my younger days When it was just me and my brother and my mother played Father cause no other man bothered Not even my biological, it never seemed logical But I accepted it cause I ain't know no better Thought I was brighter than a Polo sweater No pops was like Martin with no Coretta So many things you could have told me And saved me the trouble of lettin' my mistakes show me I feel like you barely know me And that's a shame cause our last name is the same That blood type flowin' through our veins is the same My mama left you and maybe your anger's to blame But that's no excuse, only you and God know the truth And why you only call monthly barely ever saw me Spend some summers with you and played with my cousin Maury Maybe I should be tellin' you **** you cause you selfish But I want a father so bad I can't help it I break down, I break down
Can't help but break down
I break down
I never thought I'd see my mama on that **** man It's ******' with her body now she sick damn I wanted a big house with a white picket fence and a pool Who would have ever thought that it would come to this man Quicksand is what this life feel like That **** these rappers kick is nothin' like real life You made a milli off of servin' hard white, yeah right My mama tell you what addicted to that pipe feel like Stupid ******, I heard the cops be shootin' ****** I swear to God wish I could bullet proof my ****** Can't get no jobs but they still recruitin' ****** We tryna stand tall when it gets to crucial ****** Break down We break down we break down we break down
Servin' time locked down
And she don't want nobody to know his daughter 25 pounds
By the time he get out she gon' be 4 Now will his girl stay down
Ain't no doubt she love him yeah that's fo sho But temptation stays round
And if she strayed how could he ever know Never know and so she goes to the club on the weekend
A little freakin but them ****** holla But she never speakin but tonight I see the devil creepin Cause she been lonely she ain't felt a man in 7 seasons Damn! She do the best that she can Her mama tellin' her to find another man She college educated with a felon boyfriend That's what she thinkin' tonight Maybe she's right but please Stay down mama! Gotta be strong don't break down mama Please stay down mama! Gotta be strong, don't break down mama Don't break down don't break down don't break down, don't break down
[00:09.88]Look I just shed tears homie and now I ain't too proud to admit it [00:14.01]Just seen my father for the first time in a minute [00:16.31]And when I say a minute I mean years man [00:18.94]Damn a whale could have swam in them tears fam [00:21.30]Cause as I left them I reflected on my younger days [00:23.62]When it was just me and my brother and my mother played [00:26.36]Father cause no other man bothered [00:27.79]Not even my biological, it never seemed logical [00:30.66]But I accepted it cause I ain't know no better [00:32.97]Thought I was brighter than a Polo sweater [00:34.66]No pops was like Martin with no Coretta [00:36.77]So many things you could have told me [00:38.59]And saved me the trouble of lettin' my mistakes show me [00:41.02]I feel like you barely know me [00:42.65]And that's a shame cause our last name is the same [00:45.21]That blood type flowin' through our veins is the same [00:47.63]My mama left you and maybe your anger's to blame [00:49.88]But that's no excuse, only you and God know the truth [00:52.81]And why you only call monthly barely ever saw me [00:55.62]Spend some summers with you and played with my cousin Maury [00:58.06]Maybe I should be tellin' you **** you cause you selfish [01:00.56]But I want a father so bad I can't help it [01:03.74]I break down, I break down [01:06.85] [01:07.92]Can't help but break down [01:09.35] [01:11.10]I break down [01:12.32] [01:13.25]I never thought I'd see my mama on that **** man [01:16.13]It's ******' with her body now she sick damn [01:18.61]I wanted a big house with a white picket fence and a pool [01:21.43]Who would have ever thought that it would come to this man [01:24.49]Quicksand is what this life feel like [01:27.10]That **** these rappers kick is nothin' like real life [01:29.85]You made a milli off of servin' hard white, yeah right [01:32.66]My mama tell you what addicted to that pipe feel like [01:35.21]Stupid ******, I heard the cops be shootin' ****** [01:37.90]I swear to God wish I could bullet proof my ****** [01:40.89]Can't get no jobs but they still recruitin' ****** [01:42.76]We tryna stand tall when it gets to crucial ****** [01:45.68]Break down We break down we break down we break down [01:54.29] [02:16.63]Servin' time locked down [02:17.99] [02:20.03]And she don't want nobody to know his daughter 25 pounds [02:23.29] [02:25.04]By the time he get out she gon' be 4 [02:27.10]Now will his girl stay down [02:28.60] [02:30.28]Ain't no doubt she love him yeah that's fo sho [02:32.40]But temptation stays round [02:33.74] [02:35.37]And if she strayed how could he ever know [02:37.67]Never know and so she goes to the club on the weekend [02:40.80] [02:41.35]A little freakin but them ****** holla [02:44.10]But she never speakin but tonight I see the devil creepin [02:46.66]Cause she been lonely she ain't felt a man in 7 seasons [02:49.53]Damn! She do the best that she can [02:51.97]Her mama tellin' her to find another man [02:54.21]She college educated with a felon boyfriend [02:56.96]That's what she thinkin' tonight [02:58.90]Maybe she's right but please [03:00.64]Stay down mama! Gotta be strong don't break down mama [03:04.57]Please stay down mama! Gotta be strong, don't break down mama [03:10.00]Don't break down don't break down don't break down, don't break down
