Dear God, im trying hard to reach you. Dear God, i see your face in all i do. Sometimes, it’s so hard to believe in. Dear god, i think it’s time we had a conversation. These lonely nights is getting to me so my mind is racing I think about this life I live and all the **** I'm facing More secrets in my mind then a free mason I get lonely at times, and then I write these rhymes I'm only human, I want to hit the club and **** a dime But I know that's not the answer to my problems Lord help me solve them Disintegrate and dissolve them Laying in bed With a girl I'm pretty sure is my next Contemplating the *** While I think about my ex Am I wrong, Dear God, am I wrong Dear God tell me am I wrong For living the life of a king surrounded by these pawns Fans telling me I'm the greatest but I never hear them Cause I ain't hit the pinnacle yeah I'm still persevering Demons whispering in my ear but no I never fear them People thinking they on his level they ain't even near him I just want to spread positivity Through lyrical ability They call it selling out but I just call it versatility Yeah, its my life My wrongs,and My rights My battle, My songs, and My fights Now everybody want to come around Tell me where was you last year when a brother was down Not a single one of you mother ******s believed in the brand Extended a hand And now you want to be my man I think not You quick to shape shift like ink blots The real dealer we cut classic no fitters What about the time I was nine And my mama almost murdered me Don't think I forgot that **** it still burdens me Her bare hands tight around my throat I can't breath I screamed I can't breath mama Don't you want me mama Don't you love me mama What the **** Where was you here god tell me now Hows a brother supposed to stay sane tell me how Why you let me live but let another die Why you dry my tears but let another cry Gotta know Set to detonate I gotta blow That **** for show I used to wonder why in the hell you would make me suffer But now in the end I understand that it made me tougher I get up when im down Had enough almost drowned When **** rough I get tough And when im beaten to the ground I get up
[00:46.28]Dear God, im trying hard to reach you. Dear God, i see your face in all i do. Sometimes, it’s so hard to believe in. Dear god, i think it’s time we had a conversation. [00:49.52]These lonely nights is getting to me so my mind is racing [00:51.92]I think about this life I live and all the **** I'm facing [00:54.99]More secrets in my mind then a free mason [00:57.34]I get lonely at times, and then I write these rhymes [01:00.12]I'm only human, I want to hit the club and **** a dime [01:03.02]But I know that's not the answer to my problems [01:05.04]Lord help me solve them [01:06.44]Disintegrate and dissolve them [01:07.81]Laying in bed [01:08.76]With a girl I'm pretty sure is my next [01:10.51]Contemplating the *** [01:11.64]While I think about my ex [01:13.45]Am I wrong, Dear God, am I wrong [01:18.74]Dear God tell me am I wrong [01:21.41]For living the life of a king surrounded by these pawns [01:24.22]Fans telling me I'm the greatest but I never hear them [01:27.03]Cause I ain't hit the pinnacle yeah I'm still persevering [01:29.59]Demons whispering in my ear but no I never fear them [01:32.30]People thinking they on his level they ain't even near him [01:34.97]I just want to spread positivity [01:36.83]Through lyrical ability [01:38.11]They call it selling out but I just call it versatility [01:40.87]Yeah, its my life [01:42.29]My wrongs,and My rights [01:44.08]My battle, My songs, and My fights [01:46.70]Now everybody want to come around [01:48.66]Tell me where was you last year when a brother was down [01:51.40]Not a single one of you mother ******s believed in the brand [01:53.90]Extended a hand [01:55.48]And now you want to be my man [01:56.99]I think not [01:57.93]You quick to shape shift like ink blots [01:59.85]The real dealer we cut classic no fitters [02:02.44]What about the time [02:03.34]I was nine [02:03.89]And my mama almost murdered me [02:05.81]Don't think I forgot that **** it still burdens me [02:08.69]Her bare hands tight around my throat I can't breath I screamed I can't breath mama [02:11.02]Don't you want me mama [02:14.56]Don't you love me mama [02:15.75]What the **** [02:16.61]Where was you here god tell me now [02:18.53]Hows a brother supposed to stay sane tell me how [02:21.26]Why you let me live but let another die [02:24.08]Why you dry my tears but let another cry [02:26.62]Gotta know [02:27.71]Set to detonate I gotta blow [02:29.22]That **** for show [02:30.33]I used to wonder why in the hell you would make me suffer [02:32.98]But now in the end I understand that it made me tougher [02:36.27]I get up when im down [02:36.69]Had enough almost drowned [02:37.65]When **** rough [02:38.41]I get tough [02:38.97]And when im beaten to the ground I get up [02:59.83]
