作词 : phem/Colson Baker 作曲 : phem/Colson Baker This feels like the opposite of real life On my way to Valhalla on a steel bike Living fantasy like J. K. Rowling I'm J. R. R. Tolkien these spliffs, I love smoking My hands full of stones and gold, I'm lord of the rings Needles sew new clothes but it's more than it seems I've seen dreams implode, seen teens turn old before they grown Burnt out before they fade away slow I used to pick you up, now I don't There's some things I would rewind, but I don't have the remote There's some things I manifested I wish I never wrote And all my friends really family 'cause my bloodline's ghost (Uh-uh) Yeah, it's the life we chose Highways and Hellcats with angel wing doors I know I look back, the path went rogue I know I look back, I'm halfway home So far away from where you are Without a cause, I know I'm ****ed up, but I'm not sorry And I will meet you where you are Yeah, I make my own luck because I don't believe in karma I stopped counting my age because my face still look the same So instead of years, I use pain And if that's the case, then I'm five hundred I've been in a race with my trauma, can't outrun it No wonder why I drive like I'm being chased Pack up and move houses instead of renovate Put my newborn daughter to bed at eight, then I'm back on the interstate Chain smoking, lookin' like I'm 'bout to hyperventilate Got everything to celebrate on the outside Still, none of that eliminates what is inside And since I gotta find a way to cope I'll start by reversing some of the words I wrote Instead of being a demon, be a beacon of hope 'Cause one day we're hangin' out, the next day you're hangin' from a rope, uh So far away from where you are Without a cause, I know I'm ****ed up, but I'm not sorry And I will meet you where you are Yeah, I make my own luck because I don't believe in karma Without a cause, I know I'm ****ed up, but I'm not sorry I make my own luck because I don't believe in karma Yeah, this feels like the opposite of real life Uh, yeah This feels like the opposite of real life Uh, yeah Mm-mm
[00:00.000] 作词 : phem/Colson Baker [00:01.000] 作曲 : phem/Colson Baker [00:19.676]This feels like the opposite of real life [00:22.088]On my way to Valhalla on a steel bike [00:24.488]Living fantasy like J. K. Rowling [00:26.267]I'm J. R. R. Tolkien these spliffs, I love smoking [00:28.584]My hands full of stones and gold, I'm lord of the rings [00:31.134]Needles sew new clothes but it's more than it seems [00:33.438]I've seen dreams implode, seen teens turn old before they grown [00:36.470]Burnt out before they fade away slow [00:39.046]I used to pick you up, now I don't [00:40.680]There's some things I would rewind, but I don't have the remote [00:43.106]There's some things I manifested I wish I never wrote [00:45.339]And all my friends really family 'cause my bloodline's ghost (Uh-uh) [00:48.523]Yeah, it's the life we chose [00:50.328]Highways and Hellcats with angel wing doors [00:52.852]I know I look back, the path went rogue [00:55.266]I know I look back, I'm halfway home [00:58.131]So far away from where you are [01:03.002]Without a cause, I know I'm ****ed up, but I'm not sorry [01:07.803]And I will meet you where you are [01:11.597]Yeah, I make my own luck because I don't believe in karma [01:17.138]I stopped counting my age because my face still look the same [01:19.868]So instead of years, I use pain [01:21.570]And if that's the case, then I'm five hundred [01:23.569]I've been in a race with my trauma, can't outrun it [01:25.843]No wonder why I drive like I'm being chased [01:28.014]Pack up and move houses instead of renovate [01:30.436]Put my newborn daughter to bed at eight, then I'm back on the interstate [01:33.486]Chain smoking, lookin' like I'm 'bout to hyperventilate [01:35.778]Got everything to celebrate on the outside [01:37.948]Still, none of that eliminates what is inside [01:40.273]And since I gotta find a way to cope [01:42.383]I'll start by reversing some of the words I wrote [01:44.770]Instead of being a demon, be a beacon of hope [01:47.191]'Cause one day we're hangin' out, the next day you're hangin' from a rope, uh [01:50.842]So far away from where you are [01:55.796]Without a cause, I know I'm ****ed up, but I'm not sorry [02:00.643]And I will meet you where you are [02:04.282]Yeah, I make my own luck because I don't believe in karma [02:15.077]Without a cause, I know I'm ****ed up, but I'm not sorry [02:24.588]I make my own luck because I don't believe in karma [02:28.671]Yeah, this feels like the opposite of real life [02:33.485]Uh, yeah [02:38.843]This feels like the opposite of real life [02:42.985]Uh, yeah [02:46.981]Mm-mm