作词 : Colson Baker/Derek "MOD SUN" Smith 作曲 : Colson Baker/Derek "MOD SUN" Smith And oh, what a life to live When you're dying for someone to give To give you their love To give you their love Lie awake stargazing, I won't sleep till morning Echoes of your words sayin', "Don't write a song for me" Everything is wrong in me, raised under wings of demons And even if God's with me, without you I have no reason This'll be the last time you hear me say sorry That'll be the last tear you waste on me crying I broke this home And just like my father, I'll die alone And oh, what a life to live When you're dying for someone to give To give you their love To give you their love I'm lookin' at the kids' faces sittin' in the driveway While I pack up suitcases, I just ruined their holiday And lies don't die, they grow And everything you try to hide eventually shows The beast killed the beauty, the last petal fell from the rose And I loved you truly, that's why it's hard to let it go I broke this home But I'll change for our daughter so she's not alone Oh, what a life to live When you're dying for someone to give To give you their love To give you their love And oh, what a life to live (Oh, what a life to live) When you're dying for someone to give (When you're dying) To give you their love (To give you their love) To give you their love (Mmm) I wrote this in room 3, spending Christmas in rehabilitation I got no phone, just a cell that I'm trapped in while my home's vacant I'm an inpatient but I lost patience, I just broke something but I'm fixated On the gossip that I know is happenin' while I'm just being left out of the conversation It's a complicated relationship, that's nobody's business, but I'm in this business, face it I've been hiding from the ideation that the public has of ruinin' my reputation And it's crazy seeing quotations from a source that somebody curated 'Cause for me, y'all can feel pure hatred, but just keep our baby out the situation It's a long road to redemption and a shorter one to damnation I know which one is my destination, but the journey doesn't come without the frustrations Like it doesn't come without the temptations, and failure can lead to an elevation 'Cause sometimes you gotta see what's waiting on the other side to know your soul's worth savin' And oh, what a life to live When you're dying for someone to give To give you their love To give you their love
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